gurg ::coughes up a lung::
eeh.. stayed home from school today.. not thrilled about that..I feel terrilbe...but i'm goin to school tomorrow not matter what.. I have to see johnny this weekend... i have to be well so can see him and get rid of the weekly stress that only seems to go away after spending time laying down with johnny....::sigh:: i gotta act super well for the rest of the week... ::sigh:: I feel gooey...eew
Now on with the rant of the day...
Those goddamn commercials piss me off. You know, he liquid ice ones that always have 2 women arguing over whether or its liquid or ice, or aruging over who's right...and then they usually have a man that yells that its both...WHAT THE FUCK!!! Why can't they have a woman who seems to have a brain in her head, walk up and slap the both of them for being so fucking stupid??? Goddamn, I can't believe people would be so desperate as to downgrade the entire female population...because of women like that...men get this higher-ego thing....I know a couple that don't have it (ex: Johnny, Richard, and the people I've kicked the crap out of in the pit). But women let men get away with so much....why? because thats what the women on TV do? the women on TV are brainless, know-nothing, sluts....God they're disgusting....fuck...enough to turn me completely straight sometimes....especailly Anna Nicole-Smith....that woman makes me want to puke....or beat my head into a wall until I forget the image of her skin sliding over her breast implants....eew ::shudders convulsively::.. And women annoy me on a minor level too...going back to the thing with Narissa. Her BF got kicked out of Final Obsession bcause he missed a week o fband practice at the same time they were auditioning a second singer, Mike was more reliable and a better singer, so they kicked Brandon out and got Mike to sing for them instead. But you can see that Mike wants brandon's..approval, it you will..as him being the new singer of FO. Brandon has already talked to Mike and says he's a really cool guy and that he likes him alot. Narissa goes, " I hate Mike, Mike is stupid.." and i said , "well, have you even met him?" she says' "NO, and I don't wnat to becasue he's stupid." at that point, even Brandon, who loves her dearly gave her that look like, what the fuck is your problem? It pisses me off because Narissa alwasy preaches and bitches about being open minded, but when you're not even willing to meet someone bfore you pass judgment on them, is fucking retarded. I don't even thikn I know Narissa any more, I'm not gonna be mean to her because of it, until she gives me a reason to...she almost has....even Shiva thinks a good slap might wake her up at least alittle...i mean, she's become the people she's always hated; petty, talking behind others back (I've connections that she will neer have because of this, and that is how I know so much), close-minded...even about music...::Sigh:: I understand that she doens't have a good homelife, but at least she gets to see her boyfriend almost every damn day. I understand that what the Nurses are going is fucked up. Obviously i have no problem with pot-heads, because I'm gonna marry one, but If your a nurse...you shouldn't be doing that shit...at least not while your responsible for someone else's life... that is fucked up. But once again, that's the nurses' fault for doing that, not the drug's. it didn't leap into a bowl and say "smoke me! I love you!!" I swear those Nurses are fucked up, and if its ever me, narissa and brandon over there, while they're doing that shit, I'll kick the shit out of the nurse for it, and they can't say anything, cuz then we can bust em....I hate busting people for pot, I really do, but that shit bugs me when they do things like that. ::sigh:; and now that the nurse does that shit narissa's gonna blame it on the drugs again.. and she didn't even say it was pot she was high on...probably was cuz its a pretty common drug...but hats no excuse...now she willing to listen to even less, of what i know.... she never wants to hear anything diferent than what she thinks....she won't admit it, but she doesn't,...she on't even let you make a valid point, because she'll stop listening halfway through, or she'll start bitching before you even finish your first sentence.... Maybe I should just slap her....hard...right across her face...something i never have done befoer, and something I've haven't even thought of doing before, this year....she needs a fucking wake up call.... but then again...if I slap her, then maybe she'll just bitch more...talk behind my back more...spread my buisness all over the place...::sigh:: Goddamn that fucking woman...I wish she'd realize what she's become. I always at least listen to what she has to say before i critique it, but sometimes, she won't even listen to what i have to say in return....Why do I keep ranting about this? becasue is driving me up the fucking wall...cuz she does it almost everytime I talk to her now...::sigh:: Oh well, I suppose we shall see.
Until then, I should go back to bed, because my head is throbbing and I need more sleep. eh, I better get well by tomorrow...mew.
SEE YOU IN DISNEYLAND!!!!!