what the fuck...
If I'm a satanist, then how the fuck am i going to heaven....okey then... Man, I really want to slap my friend...Narissa, is now saying the sma ethings i used to say. like how i would say that, satanists and nazis were funny cuz they "borrow symbols from other religions.... but now that i've done more research on the satanist religion, the upside down pentagram makes sense. And now Narissa gets all huffy, cuz the Satanists stole this and did that.....goddess, i should slap her....I am a fuckin Satanist! she doesn't even really have a personality any more...she has pieces of me, and her boyfriends... I miss Narissa..i wish she would wake the fuck up...but the chances of that happening are slim...That and she always says stuff about how things are bullshit and how they don't know this so they shouldn't talk about it....but she always says stuff about pot like she knows what she's talking about. why? cuz she knows people who have done it? cuz she has to be around it? goddamn,..why can't she relaize, that DRUGS DON'T MAKE UP FOR PERSONALITY!!!!If you're an asshole before you do drugs, you'll probably be an asshole on drugs, and if people are willing to put u in certain situations to get drugs, then thats them...NOT THE FUCKING DRUGS!!!, Goddamn, and she's so hippocritical. If she's around Corey or somethin, then she'll joke around about it, and not have a problem with it and shit, but when its me or johnny or brandon or someone like that...it becomes stupid and fucked up and she doesn't even want to listen. I believe that, if you don't know by expirience how something is, then u shouldn't pass extreme judgement on it. Thats what she says about music and people and stuff, so y should it be different for that. And not everything should be learned first hand...somethings are better to just not try, but I'm not gonna be hippocrittical about it. ::sigh:: maybe one day, she'll wake up, and go back to being Narissa......but i doubt it,,,, anyways,,, I miss the old narissa...i miss she would find her personality and give me back the pieces of mine...
sorry about the pictures being weird, if you want to see them, let me know and I'll send them to you.. ::sigh::
SEE YOU IN DISNEYLAND!!!!