one of these days, im just going to dissapear
im a whore. or atleast i feel like one, and i havent even done anything. im a worthless friend. im ugly. i hate myself. i wish i were dead. life would be so much easier for a lot of people i hurt every day, if i just werent around to hurt them any more. i miss being happy, but i doubt if i will ever be as happy as when i was younger and everything was bliss, because i didnt know about anything. the only way i get to sleep at night, is by fantasising about killing myself. i cry so much..its rediculous..you could probably drown an ocean with all the tears i have cried..