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It's funny how one disappointment can set off a whole series of bad feelings. an hour ago I was all set to go to greece. now, i'm depressed about life in general. i was going to go to greece for fuck's sake. i had it all planned out. i mean i mentioned it to my mother at least three times. each time she fucking blew me off with her dumb ass sarcasm
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Sorry I haven't called, but we've been crazy, as usual, still planning on leaving at 4 am tomorrow morning. I don't know why I'm still up.
I feel isolated too (you know, delaware, and all), and you know what helps? Looking at pictures, finding journal entries where you're really happy, and everything's going right. Because then you realize times like these just come and go..and like you said, when things are back to normal, you will have your social circle. And who says you have to stick with the same group of people? You've still got your sophomore and freshmen friends (well, juniors and sophomores), and you're always allowed to branch out. You know what's crazy? Going on a mystery dessert van with a group of people who aren't already a group of friends, and aren't in yours, and starting new connections. I mean, that's how I shared fries with Zeben Kopchak.
Go scream if it helps, but keep planning that Greece trip, it sounds amazing. Really. Just keep working out the details. And quite frankly, I don't really feel like applying to colleges or working on senior projects, either. We can complain about it together...feel better and see you on Tuesday, or if you want, you can always call my cell.
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