OH joy...
Today's mother's day and everyone is super duperdy busy, incliding myself. Not that im complaining or anything. I'd rather be busy than be mentally capable of thinking about some things.
Last night really sucked bad, I had some more problems with Jake. Which I hate dealing with. It gets me so aggrivated,sad, nervous, and urgh. I was talking to Alex and she told me something that she has kept in for about ....five-six months now. I was so pissed. I feel like everytime I'm the bad guy in every situation. I'm still confused about what she said. I still don't know if SHE LIKES Jake or if she was talking about BRIAN. *curses* I had to block her in msn,( sorry ALyXx, Still <3 you though..) i couldnt take anymore drama during that time, especially when I was calming down and Jake was finally realizing some things.
Yeah, so we semi-worked things out.. *reads alex's journal* I feel like you guys don't like him ..lol :/ I'm not sure if im laughing to make myself feel better now ;/ beh. I didn't sleep much lastnight, perhaps four hours at the most. ((again)). Beh...I'm not even hungry, this sucks ass.
My right year old cousin has a new laptop...*envies* Anyway, I get my new one soon. Plus dad wants to buy me a new car, im so excited :D. I'm going to visit Highlands University in New Mexico...fun. I'm the represenative for our school...So I wonder if Mrs. Esther is trying to get me to change my mind or just actually wants me to come back and tell the students about it, either way. Yay. I love airplanes <3
Wow, this journal really helps me out sometimes...I can be angry then hate people on here and feel better, but then feel bad,lol.
I keep getting calls from weirdos, im like " go away..." barggh. Our school has a stupid system, every student gets everyones phone number when they register, " for emergencies and for the parents to check up with them " THATS SO STUPID.
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toots,
3li <- so ballahhh lol..
Last night really sucked bad, I had some more problems with Jake. Which I hate dealing with. It gets me so aggrivated,sad, nervous, and urgh. I was talking to Alex and she told me something that she has kept in for about ....five-six months now. I was so pissed. I feel like everytime I'm the bad guy in every situation. I'm still confused about what she said. I still don't know if SHE LIKES Jake or if she was talking about BRIAN. *curses* I had to block her in msn,( sorry ALyXx, Still <3 you though..) i couldnt take anymore drama during that time, especially when I was calming down and Jake was finally realizing some things.
Yeah, so we semi-worked things out.. *reads alex's journal* I feel like you guys don't like him ..lol :/ I'm not sure if im laughing to make myself feel better now ;/ beh. I didn't sleep much lastnight, perhaps four hours at the most. ((again)). Beh...I'm not even hungry, this sucks ass.
My right year old cousin has a new laptop...*envies* Anyway, I get my new one soon. Plus dad wants to buy me a new car, im so excited :D. I'm going to visit Highlands University in New Mexico...fun. I'm the represenative for our school...So I wonder if Mrs. Esther is trying to get me to change my mind or just actually wants me to come back and tell the students about it, either way. Yay. I love airplanes <3
Wow, this journal really helps me out sometimes...I can be angry then hate people on here and feel better, but then feel bad,lol.
I keep getting calls from weirdos, im like " go away..." barggh. Our school has a stupid system, every student gets everyones phone number when they register, " for emergencies and for the parents to check up with them " THATS SO STUPID.
ejdjkejsdjfsdfj migrane ...
toots,
3li <- so ballahhh lol..