Sucks

[infant_finate]

So here's been the deal with how I've been acting lately towards some people

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You're not alone, have you read my latest entries?

[davew2theoodwar]

Sam, I'm not exactly happy either. My uncle Jim died the other night and I don't even know what to think about it. I'm at a state of mind where I am disgusted with how broken my family is, with everybody fighting and hating each other and not getting themselves the help they need. I have family problems up the ass that have driven me to get help from counseling and if it gets any worse, probably medication. I had to have a talk with my sisters about what's going on in my life and why I'm so damn paranoid about everything. I've never felt so needing of the friends I have. I don't blame you about the single thing either, I just got dumped. I don't regret a single thing about it though because I've repaired and remained best friends with Kaylin. But no matter what, until I ever find that happiness and spark I had, it's going to take a long time for me to cope with it. It's not easy especially when it's your first real relationship. It fills me with jealousy and I got pissed knowing a lot of my friends are going well with their

[davew2theoodwar]

I also forgot to state that I lack closeness with any relatives, the only aunts I have are by marriage and my uncles never exactly were close to me. People in my family don't have enough motive or value in the idea of a family to make anything better. You need a life changing experience, not a lifestyle change to make things better again. The only people I'm truly close to in my family are my mom and my sisters. I'd die for them.

[infant_finate]

Hm. I think you needed to vent more than I did..

[greenw1th3nvy]

im here with you buddy. i love aunt linda and uncle mike and neither of them desevre it.