....damn....
...man...i just got home, its like 3:40, and i was supposed to talk to jessica tonight. But i got home too late, i really really really wanted to talk to her. I could have over at the house warming party i went to, if i had my cell phone, but no i had to go and fuck up my cell phone at the pool on friday. After i read jessica's journal i realized that i am not the only one that is mad. I am mad cuz my parents and i both agreed before we left we were not coming back late, so i was like, okay i will get the chance to talk to jessica tonight, but then while we were there, they decided to tell me that we were going to leave late, and they told me after then. I would have called jessica from shantell's house phone, except i didnot know if jessica wuold have gotten in trouble cuz it was after ten. All day i was thinking about her, i wanted to be back home so i could talk to her. There was many songs that i heard through out the day that reminded me of her, such as our song, "love song" by the cure, i heard it while over there, and also "broken" by seether, made me think of her, mainly cuz of the line, "i dont feel right, when your far away." Jessica if you read this, please do not be mad at me, i am soo sorry, you know i would have been home on time to talk to you, but its not my fault that i was not, i love you sooo much