[IF] Pain Unimagined
I think I'm learning what that feels like. For me it's the thought of only having a year and finding Jo again. Me and Jo getting together and now we are married. I'm happy about it but deep in the back of mind I know those words of forever won't really be and the til death do us part will be coming sooner then I'd like it to now.
Then there's Tyler Thompson. A sweet little girl that I've become very attached to. There's leaving her behind too now. I know she understands I have no choice but I know it hurts her. I'm just happy to know Jo will take good care of her. I have no doubts in that. Sure Sam will be there to help. I can only hope. I don't want Jo and Tyler to be alone through it.
That's pain unimagined though. I could never have imagined the stab in the heart of pain, the lump rising in my throat when I think about it. The feeling of finding happiness finally, but knowing it will be ripped away from you, or you torn away from it. Not a pain I wish on anyone.
Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 197 Words
Then there's Tyler Thompson. A sweet little girl that I've become very attached to. There's leaving her behind too now. I know she understands I have no choice but I know it hurts her. I'm just happy to know Jo will take good care of her. I have no doubts in that. Sure Sam will be there to help. I can only hope. I don't want Jo and Tyler to be alone through it.
That's pain unimagined though. I could never have imagined the stab in the heart of pain, the lump rising in my throat when I think about it. The feeling of finding happiness finally, but knowing it will be ripped away from you, or you torn away from it. Not a pain I wish on anyone.
Dean Winchester // Supernatural // 197 Words