..Much remorse in regret.

[inebriatesoul]

..We all do things we regret, and I regretted what had been done immediately after it occurred tonight; as is the case with most shitty things I tend to do.. A decent story-line I was involved in ended over real-life emotion, and I've found this happens alot. I guess I have a hard-time separating Role-play and Real-life, but when something so appalling and hurtful turns up in role-playing, how can you just ignore it? I couldn't, and I never will. I expressed my emotions to the person involved in the story-line, and they went out of line.. Luckily I didn't lose her, but my history with the Meum story-line is over. Many decent people were involved in the Meum story-line, but there are always a view disgusting people who tend to occupy it as well. There's much controversy surrounding the Meums, and I don't think a lot of it goes unprovoked. A lot of the people are nice, but a good portion are rather stuck-up and too goddamn cliquey. You're either in, or out it seems.

Oh well, those are truly my feelings. Perhaps I'll fall upon a story line that I can enjoy and maybe someday I'll learn from my mistakes.