Friday Blues
I am in a very weird/depressed mood at the moment and this is really the only place where I can let it all out. If I try talking to my mom she will only end up upset and I don't want that. Tony was talking to me on the phone and kept asking what was worng but I could'nt tell him b/c I really don't know. I think alot of it is that I am stressed out with trying to make sure everyone is happy and things like that. I am soclose to doing something drastic but I won't...b/c I could'nt do anything that would hurt the people I love. The most I will do is maybe sit down and have a good cry which is long overdue. I don't know what I will do but something has got to give soon. I am tired of feeling like this...