Light at the tunnel perhaps?

Aug 16, 2007 19:40

I made a decision to quit my job at comcast. I will be doing that this weekend. My body, mind and soul can't take much more of it. I am just not cut out for it and my back is freaking out on me. I do have an interview on Saturday in the morning for AT&T.... I hope that goes well... I feel pretty confident in it. Also my friend Lance talked to a mutual friend named Morgan and he might be able to hook me up at Wide Open West in a call center. So things are looking positive for your heron here. But man oh man I feel like a zombie or just way worn down. I want to find a good balance and I know that time is coming to me soon.
I found a car I do like. It's a 95... the paint is kind of fading on the hook and the roof. But it's sporty and something I would really really like and I can even finance it too. Nate really is helping me and hooking me up. But I am trying to make the right decision before just jumping into a loan.... even if its for 3500. The car is worth 4000 to 5000. I wanted the car but I hated my job and didn't think I could get a bite this quickly. So I have been putting it off for a little bit. But I have until this weekend to decide. And I am sure if I get this job... I should go for it. Establish more credit. But my father thinks it would be better to get a cheaper car have... liability insurance and pay off bills and save for a better car. I can see that... But also not having a car and having to rely on people is frustrating me and making me a little depressed. Makes it hard to get to work or find a way home. I want to be kind of at peace with my purchase and be proud. I really don't want another beater but a car is a car.... I just rather get one that I will want to keep maintained for a couple years and such. I want to be able to pick. I never have been able to do so. Maybe I am being to greedy or wanting something now... kind of rushed. I don't really feel rushed... just trying to make steps happen to be a happier Liz.
I know I am also going to try acupuncture to help my neck and back pains but also for weight loss. Hopefully Kasia can help! :) I am nervous but really excited at the same time.
With that said... I am going to finish my 7 deadly sins project. I have some cool ideas but lack some locations or people in a couple. Any ideas?
I need a few men. :D Volunteers?

Wrath (Red) - Mike
Lust (Teal)- Liz/Matt? (Or a couple and their silhouettes or a lusty lady?)
Greed (Yellow)- (Jasin? a male) In a bath tub with tons of money
Gluttony (Orange)- (Female?) Orange food. Mirrors... maybe something else?
Envy (Green) - Kristina/Rita
Sloth (Blue) - (Male)
Pride (Purple) - (Rita) Peacock in the forest with mirror
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