WHATEVER!
i'm tired of blahblahblah this should have happened, but it didn't but i wish it did blahblahbldjnkjbnrtj. i'm an idiot. and the problem is not that there needs to be more, it's that i keep looking for shit to remind me of it! so fuck it. i've been kindasortaalittlebit trying to get a hold of him and nothing. so fuck the mp3 player. fuck the goddamn ring. fuck everything i burned already and fuck feeling bad for burning it. i'm holding onto a couple select pictures for sentimental reasoning and just wanting to remember that part of my life 10 years from now and moving on.
fuck this repetition. if you don't want it, neither do i. i can do better anyways.
fuck this repetition. if you don't want it, neither do i. i can do better anyways.