February 28th 2004 Previously Friends Only

Feb 27, 2020 17:45

[protected post] 80s night @ 05:49 am

Current Mood: amused amused
Current Music: Mystikal "Shake Yo ass"

You know its a fun 80s night when you have to Friends Only the post. Moreso I only FO the stuff that a certain boy who "just stops by occassionally" (aka reads constantly) could know about and probably DOES know about but less it not be from me.

I had a fun 80s night, it started off calm with only Jen, Michelle and myself there. Soon as we get there we score a table, and CMU Brian comes over and practices the one thing boys should do, buy us drinks. Very very strong drinks as in my rum and coke, was almost clear. drank that. Noticed a certain royal stupidness (who has a crown tattoo wtf) sitting on the benches blatantly staring at the crew. Was tonight the night he would talk to us? NO. He just did passive-aggressive dancing and positioning of himself most of the night.

Ultra stupid showed up not with his gf, but my arch menesis--UGLY GIRL. THought she was totally done, I checke dhis lame ladies LJ and I guess she is broke and not going out this weekend so I guess he went to his old standby.

Alf was not there...hmmm. Dumb boy.

BUT Butch (long story short, i get a random IM from friendster and he is uh Alf's best friend from childhood and is friends with that whole crew) comes, and asks John classily (in an attempt to find me "so where is Jenn, the one that you and alf make out with on occassion" and he points me right out) so I finally meet Butch which was nice. Like all those boys he makes me laugh and such. Moreso like all those boys I made out with him.

Most of the night.

Got him to dance eventho he is a "non-dancer" and here is where the whole crews model of scandal and seduction pops up.

he was mentioning throughout the night how he was going to crash at the hospital, he works at Shadyside, and I'm like "oh you can do that?" and you know, and he is like "Yeah its pointless I have to be at work at 6am so i am not driving all the way home and coming back up here' and im like "i understand that, I have to be up at six am too" and then he is like "can i stay at your place" and now not in a scheming mode at all I was like "sure" and as soon as I said that then I moved into scheming mode.

So we leave, and he comes here, now im only scheming for makeout, of course, and I even put on flannel pj's and a hoodie. We lay to go to sleep and unlike Alf who is like "time for makeout" he just starts making out, and really, who am I to argue with makeout? Then somehow my clothes ended off and we had the sex.

Surprise surprise.

So i was up until work, and went to work extremely tired and such.

Came home fell asleep a lil after three pm.

Ah 80s nights and boys from Uniontown...WTF.

Tonight tho is the pub, where I can stare at his royal stupidness, make him think we came and saw his band (which we did) but blow it off as seeing Bill's band. Have a few drinks with Jen. Fun times.

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Okay I wanna make it clear, especially in this current climate, that I was completely fine with having sex with Butch. I wasn't coerced or forced I was a very willing participant.

But ahhh an 80s night in which I made bad decisions, not surprised! Should I have slept with him in hindsight? Probably not, or maybe, it wasnt awful after all but thankfully it didnt lead anywhere, which also is perfectly fine, as I totally didnt want a boyfriend.

And who is Bill and his band? I knew a few Bills but none had a band so there is that!

Ugh but yes back to bad decision making skills, not really but I really should have slept with dudes who were further out of my friends circle so I wouldnt run into them, but I never learned that lesson (even whilest single in Seattle). So if I end up single again and wanna bang some dudes, I am keeping them a few degrees of separation from me so I can potentially avoid them FOREVER

My allergies have been kicking my ass so hence the lack of updates. At first I thought it was a cold but then my left eye determined that was a lie, aka when my allergies kick in my left eye just waters like crazy...just my left. So I have been back on the allergy pill regimine and its helping but oh my allergies are bad this year already.

work is busy and I am still trying to figure things out and whatnot. I mean its getting easier with time and the fact that i am FINALLY CAUGHT UP in GI is making it way easier so thats good.

Instacrush is not even instacrush at this point, thats the best thing about crushes, they fade!

Also my red Rothys ended up back in stock and they are due tomorrow :) I'd say that was the last of my retail therapy but I also bought a dress on Poshmark:



Its super cute and I couldnt pass it up for $44 NWT. I even slept on it and couldnt get it out of my head so there ya go

I have been selling gummi bear earrings like crazy the past few days on Etsy so I have two more of them to pack up tonight but I usually sell maybe two pairs a month and Ive sold 3 in the laSt 24 hours. Ill take it though!

xoxoxo
Jenn
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