I'm so sorry...

Aug 22, 2010 02:37

So, I love my flist.

Actually, that’s a lie - mostly because I love only half my flist and really don’t know the other half, and this recent post by syrraki got me thinking - really thinking - about what I've been considering for a while now. I’ve been missing her posts because they always get pushed to the back of my Friends page by other entries which ( Read more... )

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lalagirl208 August 24 2010, 01:54:46 UTC
The funny thing is, my computer's okay now. *gets bricked* But nah, I won't be taxing it as much as I used to. Playing two games at once really taxed my Video Card. I'm not about to make the same mistake again.

Ah, and you hit it spot on!! That's it! His psychotic tendencies!!! All that misplaced passion!! That aura of danger-- it makes him smexy as hell. XD lol. *headdesk* You know, you're most likely right-- a grand entrance and a psychotic laugh. D: I don't know what to think. Each time he laughs like that, I feel like it chips away at the SasuSaku possibilities. o.o

Yes you do, *pokes* lol. XD Dun deny your powarz. Oh no, I didn't force her to write OroSasu Smut, I just forced her to read it, or them -- I gave her some links to awesome OroSasu smut, one of which is from 'Regret not a thing' by Mizerable on ff.net. And the other one's yours, teehee. That was awesome beyond words. I love OroSasu smut, especially realistic ones where Sasuke loses his dignity and virginity to Orochimaru's tongue-acrobatics. lol.

Yay, Honey and Clover. XD I'm a solid Morita/Hagu shipper, although watching Takemoto angst about it was heartbreaking. XD I do write fics for them, which can be found here, although they're really just drabbles -- and not very good ones at that - and I wrote Mayama/Rika and Morita/Hagu (both implied and subtle and not at all blatant). x.x I fail at writing, even though i really love it.

To be honest, I wanted Mayama sooo badly to turn around and LOOK at Ayu. Morita and Hagu were like this "oh how I wish they'd get together, but it's impossible, so meeeh~" pairing for me. I honestly thought Takemoto would get the girl.. x.x So I was so very pleased when it was Morita she fell in love with. XD

Oh! And if that's your reason for liking Morita/Ayu, may I tempt you with Eden of the East? They're practically Morita and Ayu reincarnated and made cuter.



I flailed when I saw that. XD Same artist too, so ♥.

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okay, I rambled so much about H&C that I forgot to say a bunch of things:

First of all, MIKO- yes, she is awesome, isn't she? XD Oh and she likes being forced, she's a masochist. lol. But forcing her to write isn't my job, that's someone else's job and let me tell you, this 'someone' is very talented at what she does. I mostly just feed her psychotic ideas like the NSS-train which might just be highly damaging to your sanity, so, uh, ask her at your own risk. lol.

And thank you for understanding the whole shyness thing~ ♥ I'd really love to get to know you better too~ XD And well, *friendly huggle*

Hi~ ♥ *waves shyly* XD

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indira14 August 27 2010, 01:57:55 UTC
Oohh, video card problems - they're a pain, trust me. I use my computer... 14 hours a day, maybe? Some may label me as an addict, but seriously, there's always so much to do. sighhh. But I don't play anything besides the occasional gameboy - not nowadays, anyway - so I think my Video card will last a few more years. :)

All that misplaced passion!! That aura of danger-- it makes him smexy as hell. - Hell yeah! That is exactly what I was talking about. I'm actually excited for another Sasuke vs insert name fight, because seriously, it's yet another chance to see him crazy and psychotic and shirtless XD.

h no, I didn't force her to write OroSasu Smut, I just forced her to read it, or them - I might seriously love you. It's people like you that keep OroSasu - and consequently, the darker, grittier - side of fandom alive. *nodnod* I salute you!

And omfgashjkdhakja, did you read Regret Not a Thing? Possibly my favourite Sasuke-centric fic ever, because that is how Sasuke should've been, but nooo, Kishi just had to go and convolute his already fragile psyche with "I want to kill you so bad Kakashi! And you too, Sakura!" That chapter was scarring, and weirdly, loltastic. And I'm so glad you love OroSasu smut. this means we'll get along just fine But back to Regret not a Thing: it really is an amazing story, keeps true to the characters like no other story I've ever read has. And the subtle SasuSaku doesn't hurt either. *___*

of course Sasuke loses his virginity to Orochimaru. It's practically canon. XD

Honey and Clover is such a wonderful anime - one of the few anime that surpassed its manga, in my opinion; I love the background music and the soundtrack (especially Spring Waltz). And Morita/Jagu is a given - their romance is so subtle and awkward, made even more so by the fact that neither of them knows exactly what to say.

And-and! You don't fail at reading. I was just reading your Hagu-centric fic, and I love it! ♥ I love that most of the series is narrated from Takemoto's POV - his monologues always break my heart. And I love the bicycle/wheel theme for some reason - maybe because it signifies moving forward? Ah~~! This anime gives me such a hopeful feeling.

I'm honestly not sure how I feel about the Mayama-Ayu-Rika deal, because I understand all their situations, and yet... as much as I too want Mayama to just LOOK at Ayu, I get Nomiya's POV as well, and I just wish Ayu would... move on. Jut because I think it'd be good character development for her. and maybe because I sort of like the relationship dynamic between Mayama and Rika *shot*

And that picture is SO effing CUTE! *____* Seriously, you make me want to watch Eden of the East (especially since it's the same artist), and that's D: since I already have so my on my read/watch list (seriously, it's bordering close to 30 DX).

yes, yes she does. No wonder I like her - she's a congenital masochist. I should've known... ;p Oh, and who may this 'someone' be? *curious* Tell meee~!

NSS? You mean, NaruSasuSaku? If so, I think-- I think, I may quite possibly adore you for spreading NSS love. Seriously. :D Oh, I will ask her, don't you worry!

*hugs you back* ♥

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lalagirl208 August 27 2010, 02:24:52 UTC
I'm waiting eagerly for the end of the month so that I can buy a video card without guilt. x.x I want my salary. D:

Ooh, yeah, I don't even care if other nins become fodder just to hype him up. ♥ I mean, wth, you're absolutely right, he's shirtless, why complain? XD lol. What I'm looking forward to is his next wardrobe change~ ♥ I want him to lose the whole loose pants thing, and the bow. It's cute but I'm bored with it now. Ninja pants please~ XD And maybe some nail polish

And Regret Not a Thing! So true! That fic is incredible! I love her other fic too, Wasted Years. XD It's the first time that I actually liked an Original Character. And askdljf a Sasuke who smokes is a Sasuke who is 2x smexier. lol.

Of course! It's canon! And I lovelovelovelove that he thought of Sakura while, well, 'doing it' with Oro. *sniggers* It's the sort of dirty thing that people end up hating themselves for, but simply can't avoid-- and it's angsty! angst!

H&C, I love the anime to bits! ♥ I have the entire OST in my harddrive~ ♥ And I listen to Waltz whenever I cook- don't ask me why, XD I don't understand it either. lol.

Oooh! I never thought of that symbolism before! You're most likely right! It probably does symbolize moving forward. Takemoto's story was so excellent, I loved his character's theme... the whole mediocrity thing, and I love how he ended up not creating a Magnum Opus like Morita or Hagu but restoring temples~ and I love how he was okay with that. XD

I love Morita's moment of weakness where he wanted to give up and drag Hagu down with him, but she wouldn't let him give up and lakdsfj. It was angsty and cute~ and I love how he's her prince and that shuu acknowledges this~ ♥

And Nomiyaa~ yes, I do agree. Ayu should move on to Nomiya~ XD and have you read that Spin off about Nomiya and Ayu? XD It was really cute~ ♥ What I love about Nomiya is that he's practically an older, more refined Mayama- and that he sees Mayama as such, and it's just so ironic that Ayu's in love with the version of him that he practically tried his best to grow out of. ♥

(and wow, does H&C make me ramble or what? lol. XD)

Eden of the east!! You should bump it up a few notches in your list~ lol. XD Maybe this will convince you:



And yes, those are hundreds of naked people massed up behind him. XD

Lol! It's her younger sister~ XD They're really cute, the two of them.

Uhmmmm... while I do love NaruSakuSasu... XD *sweatdrop* NSS is slightly more... ermm... iffy. It actually means NaruSasuSai *gets shot* XD.

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indira14 August 29 2010, 00:18:59 UTC
Well, I'm waiting for the end of the month to buy books without guilt. I want my salary, too. on this note, what do you do exactly?

I mean, wth, you're absolutely right, he's shirtless, why complain? XD - Exactly *points to icon* Shitless and wet = hell yeah, moar. ♥

And wardrobe change - OMG YES! I must tell you how disappointed I was with his new clothes. I mean, sure, the high collars do make him look cooler and I like that he lets his hair hang over his face like that it makes him look ridiculously sexy XD, and also that his sleeves are shorter - those are some nice arms right there - but! BUT! We no longer have the fangirlish pleasure of looking at his chest. CHEST. Do you get what I mean? chest! no wonder Kishi's sales took a plunge recently XD

I want him to lose the whole loose pants thing, and the bow. - Oh, the purple bow? Wow, was Orochimaru ever a fashion-confused psycho that bow makes Sasu-chan look like a gay pirate Seriously. Yes, he needs tighter pants. It'd definitely be fanservice for the fanboysgirls. XD

Nail polish - oh gawd, you just did not mention that. I-- I have a fetish or nail polish!fics, and it's all Akatsuki's fault. I mean, seriously, they have to go shopping for nail polish sometime. Even evil doers run out of things to do from time to time you know... and when they do, they go shopping for lacy bras and underwear *is shot*

Wasted Years - *insert much squealing* WASTED YEARS?!! Dear god, you've got to be kidding me - I loved that fic to bits. And you’re right - Yanagi was so kickass and yet flawed and not Mary Sue-ish at all. I usually cannot stand OCs - there are a few fics I stay the hell away from and nothing makes me hit the back button faster than an OC. But I stuck with WY and was seriously ~*dazzled*~ by he entire fic and left utterly despondent and empty and yet strangely sated after reading it.

I can never forget the way you feel. - That sentence elevated the fuc from 'great' to ';epic' for me. Normally, I'd blanch at such a cheesy line in a SasuSaku fic, but the way Mizerable did it was fantastic and utterly heartbreaking. There were so many bits about the fic I loved. Although RNaT is what I prefer more - because it is canon/denial. You can probably name any great SasuSaku fic, and I'll have read it. Seriously, SS was my first big pairing, and I'll be loyal to it forever./determined

And askdljf a Sasuke who smokes is a Sasuke who is 2x smexier - Are you me?!

I lovelovelovelove that he thought of Sakura while, well, 'doing it'against his will but not really with Oro. *sniggers* It's the sort of dirty thing that people end up hating themselves for, but simply can't avoid = This. exactly. I loved that Sasuke couldn't look Sakura in the eye for most of the fic. And that scene where they lean into each other and almost kiss - I won't fail you, Sasuke-kun. You never have. - was the most SasuSaku fanon moment in history.

Listening to the OST automatically alleviates your worries, makes you feel better. ~*Cooking*~ is all about the ~*feelings*~ you put into making food. I think. I wouldn't know So I totally understand why you listen to the OST while cooking. XD

I love Morita's moment of weakness where he wanted to give up and drag Hagu down with him, but she wouldn't let him give up - That's Hagu for you - she might look like she'll break any moment, but deep down, she has a spine of steel. And angsty and cure? Of course - that ducky broach Morita makes for Hagu at the start of the series has so much meaning packed into it. sighhh~

and have you read that Spin off about Nomiya and Ayu? - What? Where? D:

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indira14 August 29 2010, 00:20:37 UTC
What I love about Nomiya is that he's practically an older, more refined Mayama- and that he sees Mayama as such, and it's just so ironic that Ayu's in love with the version of him that he practically tried his best to grow out of. ♥ - I've been trying to put that impression into words forever, and have been failing spectacularly. God, how do you understand them so well? It indeed is ironic - and hard to imagine that someone might prefer that lesser version of you.

(seriously, it'a okay that you ramble. If his reply is any indication, H&C and Naruto both make me ramble too♥)

And yes, those are hundreds of naked people massed up behind him. XD - Okay. You drive a hard bargin. I'm totally watching this ow, and it's all thanks to your powers of ~*persuasion*~ XD

Miko's younger sister? You mean hanabi_no_ai? But-- I always thought Miko was the younger sister! D:

NaruSasuSai - Oh god. You just didn’t say that! I've been discussing future!team7 dynamics with a friend, especially the SasuSai aspect of the relationship and-- somehow, we ended up discussing:
♦Sa hugging sasuke because that's what teammates do, right? And Sakura passing out from glee and Naruto trying to say "GET OFF HE'S MINE" in a way that is not totally gay.
♦ Sakura and Naruto either dead D: or off somewhere and the politics of Sasuke-as-Hokage and Sai-as-assistant in the faraway future-- idek.
♦We did discuss a lot of the more ~intimate~ aspect of Sai and Sasuke's possible future relationship and it was so messed up you wouldn't believe it. DX

So yes, NaruSasuSai totallyfloats my ship since SaiNaru really isn't such a far stretch in canon, and I did participate in sn_exchange this year, and SasuSai has been canon to me ever since that Sexy-so-jutsu double knock-out men. Plus. NSS is hot like BURNING. 8D

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lalagirl208 August 29 2010, 02:02:51 UTC
Work: Well, does it count if I'm totally ignoring it right now? lol. XD Seriously though, I write articles for websites. And it's homebased so I'm basically a bum. lol. XD

*stares at icon* SQUEEE~ ♥ Now isn't that just yummy? XD

I agree! <3 High-collared shirt = cool, but exposed-chest shirt = just plain sexy. I don't get why his pants don't evolve the same way as his shirt does though. :| Hopefully, Madara will get him some new clothes.

And about fics: So true! OC's actually make me scamper off in the opposite direction!! especially especially if Sasuke feels something for them. But Mizerable just- I don't know, she made it work!!

I'm so glad you agree with the whole smoking thing! XD ♥ Actually, in AU stories, particularly modern day ones, I think Sasuke would be a delinquent. Smoke and drugs and alcohol and all. lol. Because I kinda feel that rebel second-child, can't compare to the oldest, vibe in him. The idea simply won't leave my head. x.x

I did love RNAT more too, for the same reason that you did. ♥ It's canon, dammit. lol. I just wish that she'd finish it. and I love how she made the other characters awesome too. ♥ Rookie 9 FTW.

Ooh, that's probably true. XD Which reminds me, I haven't listened to the OST in quite a while. lol. XD

Spine of steel! Yes!! And that moment where Morita leaves, and Takemoto's like "no, you bastard, you'll make her sad!" and then when Hagu finds out, she's all fine and happy and just wants Morita to grow. That- that was epic for me. It showed how Morita and Hagu were on such a different plane from everyone else, but they at least understood each other. ♥

And- and the spin-off? It's this one: here. Ayu's actually moving on~ ♥

Yes, yes, that someone would prefer the 'lesser version' of him~ ♥ truee~ that could be a drabble right *there*~ XD

lol! XD That anime is awesome beyond words. I have yet to download the movie though. x.x

Btw, may I recommend the manga, Solanin? It's really- really-really awesome. And if you loved H&C, you'll love this one too. It's one of the best, most heart-wrenching slice-of-life mangas I've read. XD Oh, but, uhm, are you 20-something years old? Because Solanin is directed at that age group. XD

Yes, Hanabi_no_ai. XD She's younger. Miko's actually older, but she's a masochist so yeah, XD

NSS! lol! Team 7 + Sai dynamics actually make me immensely curious too. I want to see it happen, dammit. XD I just hope kishi doesn't make Sai do anything stupid like sacrifice himself or shit

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