long time eh???
Well my life has been consumed with just getting by... lots of TV off my dex, more weed as of late but still not everyday. Calmed my drinking down a fair bit as well, which I'm happy about.
Last week I spent from wednesday night to sunday morning at Chris' house with his folks away, smoking weed and dimitri... filming Tarshi popping out 10 puppies and cooking a small batch of spice which lasted 24 hours after evaporating it hehe.
On dex the past couple of days it has been all about the ethnos and the studying, which is great. I've been spending hours trying to get my head around maths. I have taken this week off to rest and get myself together after a rough patch, and also give me some time to study, get an essay done and write two speeches for next week.
It's crunch time now and I have a fuckload of work to do over the next couple of weeks before exams start - but I perform better under pressure methinks.
Also an Elliot Smith song struck me last night when I couldn't sleep (as usually I fell asleep before that song started so I hadn't properly listened to it... Elliot Smith of course took prescription amphetamines it was admitted in a magazine article, and here it is:
Everything is exactly right
When I walk around here drunk every night
With an open container from 7-11
In St. Ides Heaven
I've been out haunting the neighborhood
And everybody can see I'm no good
When I'm walking out between parked cars
With my head full of stars
High on amphetamines
The moon is a lightbulb breaking
It'll go around with anyone
But it won't come down for anyone
You think you know what brings me down
That I want those things you could never allow
You see me smiling, you think it's a frown
Turned upside down
Because everyone is a fucking pro
And they all got answers from trouble they've known
And they all got to say what you should and shouldn't do
Though they don't have a clue
High on amphetamines
The moon is a lightbulb breaking
It'll go around with anyone
But it won't come down for anyone
And I won't come down for anyone
Last week I spent from wednesday night to sunday morning at Chris' house with his folks away, smoking weed and dimitri... filming Tarshi popping out 10 puppies and cooking a small batch of spice which lasted 24 hours after evaporating it hehe.
On dex the past couple of days it has been all about the ethnos and the studying, which is great. I've been spending hours trying to get my head around maths. I have taken this week off to rest and get myself together after a rough patch, and also give me some time to study, get an essay done and write two speeches for next week.
It's crunch time now and I have a fuckload of work to do over the next couple of weeks before exams start - but I perform better under pressure methinks.
Also an Elliot Smith song struck me last night when I couldn't sleep (as usually I fell asleep before that song started so I hadn't properly listened to it... Elliot Smith of course took prescription amphetamines it was admitted in a magazine article, and here it is:
Everything is exactly right
When I walk around here drunk every night
With an open container from 7-11
In St. Ides Heaven
I've been out haunting the neighborhood
And everybody can see I'm no good
When I'm walking out between parked cars
With my head full of stars
High on amphetamines
The moon is a lightbulb breaking
It'll go around with anyone
But it won't come down for anyone
You think you know what brings me down
That I want those things you could never allow
You see me smiling, you think it's a frown
Turned upside down
Because everyone is a fucking pro
And they all got answers from trouble they've known
And they all got to say what you should and shouldn't do
Though they don't have a clue
High on amphetamines
The moon is a lightbulb breaking
It'll go around with anyone
But it won't come down for anyone
And I won't come down for anyone