Aquarius women never have children
sometimes I feel that the way that I think, the way that I go through these mood swings these phases of wanting someone so badly, then going on to wanting no one at all, and thinking of altering my physical appearance, doing all of these things that I've wanted to do to my body, with thoughts of me and myself only, to be most attractive to myself, and how I would interact with people once this is achieved is just another way to seem unattainable, in turn becoming more desirable to everyone. Just another way to draw them in, to what? Reject? To keep someone and remain just distant enough so they'll never really know what this is but always want to, so they'll always be somewhat intrigued and never fully totally and completely want to leave. Is this how I really think? As if having no need for them will always make them less important than myself, and their realization of that will keep them always wanting to be more, because obviously, they never really will be. I want a hermaphrodite symbol tattoo. Self-reproduction leaves no room for you. Is this really how I think? I guess right now it is.