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What is up with me? What is up with me? Hmmm.. I'm single. Didn't feel like bothering to tell anybody because a) I'm tired of advice. I'm a relationship fuck up and I'd rather not have others rub it in my face or try to help me. b) I have to deal with stupid people mistaking the reasons. Someone actually had the nerve to tell me he saw that coming because of the other night.. referencing an evening where he told me he liked me - such an asshole assumption that I'd break up with someone because of his own affections. c) My ego hurts because Joe ended it - not me. I mean it was very mutual. We both came to the table (bed?) to admit it wasn't working. He just said it first and he probably did it more tastefully then me. It just fucking kills me that the thing I want most in life I can't have - you know, a partner who loves every piece of me and who I can make happy and who wants to build a life along side of me.
This whole being single thing is for the best. Maybe. You all know I'd throw it all behind me for the right person. So Joe has other priorities. Jon still doesn't trust me. I'm in no way over him either and still am trying to spend time with him. Heh, pathetic girl I know, but he makes me happy. Dumb boring mundane things to the passionate intimacy - everything makes me happy. I don't care what anybody says or how they feel about it - I'd rather not get over him and hope he changes his mind.
After the elections, Ryan is coming indefinitely to visit. I'm hoping to convince him to move to Chapel Hill and offer my home as a place to crash until he finds a job and apartment. I even asked my leasing office about upgrading to a bigger place and it wouldn't be too expensive. I do love living alone but I've been trying to get him to move closer for like.. 7 years? I'll do anything to get my best friend locally - plus he could take Max for walks while I'm not home and cuddle me when I'm broken hearted. Anyway, he's one of the most important people in my life and I'm happy he's coming to visit.
Alright so today I took Max to the dog park to meet Shannon and her pups and we had a great time. Then Jon called me, needing to look up info on the internets which he does not have, so he came over. I ended up tagging alone with him to locate a key to a car that does not start. Haha .. it was random fun. We drove out to a golf coarse, searched for the tavern where the bartender had his key, then drove to his old apartment and when the car didn't start - we pushed it to a nearby parking space that was out of the driveway. Using my handy dandy phone we called some salvage companies and Josh was a big help in advice (Thank you!). Jon took me to Mitch's which smelled delicious when we walked in and I ordered some pretty tasty BBQ (although not as great as the stuff I'll be missing out on this Saturday with my uncle dave ::sadface:: )He hung out at my place till his shift and I was happy. Since then I've been trying to clean, relax, catch up on interweb stuff, taking a staple out of my pups scrotum (at the animal shelter) .. also tried to teach him to run along side my bike .. lol. If I hadn't made plans with Ben I'd just go to sleep right now.
Tomorrow is more chilling, hang out with Justin for lunch, wine tasting with Josh and Elene in the PM.
Its an awful pic of me and my new haircut and actually bad of Max too - but its his first bath and it must be documented!!!! I had to bath him after he jumped in the swamp while me and Jonathan went hiking.
I probably have posted his already - OH WELL HE IS SO CUTE
RWAR!
This is Max's sister -Doxie, Beth's new puppy.
She is freaking adorable and I hope they like each other once they meet.
I totally love her. She's very soft and small. Beth rocks my socks too.
All together people "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW <333333333333"
Ok .. I'll finish editing the con pictures soon!
This whole being single thing is for the best. Maybe. You all know I'd throw it all behind me for the right person. So Joe has other priorities. Jon still doesn't trust me. I'm in no way over him either and still am trying to spend time with him. Heh, pathetic girl I know, but he makes me happy. Dumb boring mundane things to the passionate intimacy - everything makes me happy. I don't care what anybody says or how they feel about it - I'd rather not get over him and hope he changes his mind.
After the elections, Ryan is coming indefinitely to visit. I'm hoping to convince him to move to Chapel Hill and offer my home as a place to crash until he finds a job and apartment. I even asked my leasing office about upgrading to a bigger place and it wouldn't be too expensive. I do love living alone but I've been trying to get him to move closer for like.. 7 years? I'll do anything to get my best friend locally - plus he could take Max for walks while I'm not home and cuddle me when I'm broken hearted. Anyway, he's one of the most important people in my life and I'm happy he's coming to visit.
Alright so today I took Max to the dog park to meet Shannon and her pups and we had a great time. Then Jon called me, needing to look up info on the internets which he does not have, so he came over. I ended up tagging alone with him to locate a key to a car that does not start. Haha .. it was random fun. We drove out to a golf coarse, searched for the tavern where the bartender had his key, then drove to his old apartment and when the car didn't start - we pushed it to a nearby parking space that was out of the driveway. Using my handy dandy phone we called some salvage companies and Josh was a big help in advice (Thank you!). Jon took me to Mitch's which smelled delicious when we walked in and I ordered some pretty tasty BBQ (although not as great as the stuff I'll be missing out on this Saturday with my uncle dave ::sadface:: )He hung out at my place till his shift and I was happy. Since then I've been trying to clean, relax, catch up on interweb stuff, taking a staple out of my pups scrotum (at the animal shelter) .. also tried to teach him to run along side my bike .. lol. If I hadn't made plans with Ben I'd just go to sleep right now.
Tomorrow is more chilling, hang out with Justin for lunch, wine tasting with Josh and Elene in the PM.
Its an awful pic of me and my new haircut and actually bad of Max too - but its his first bath and it must be documented!!!! I had to bath him after he jumped in the swamp while me and Jonathan went hiking.
I probably have posted his already - OH WELL HE IS SO CUTE
RWAR!
This is Max's sister -Doxie, Beth's new puppy.
She is freaking adorable and I hope they like each other once they meet.
I totally love her. She's very soft and small. Beth rocks my socks too.
All together people "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW <333333333333"
Ok .. I'll finish editing the con pictures soon!