Overwhelmed.
Nursing School is kicking my ass.
I knew it would be hard. Obviously two years of school condensed in one year will be hard. This semester I have to take Pathophysiology, Pharmacology, Nursing Research, Health Assessment, Adult Health Care 1 and some leadership class that begins once Nursing Research is over.
It's crazy it really is. From the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep I'm doing homework. (Besides right now because I am still trying to wake up) The only times I stop are to eat lunch (if Matt is home and he won't be today so I will study right through) and dinner. I don't watch tv while doing anything, I don't listen to music, I don't go anywhere and I sure as hell don't exercise. Two weeks down, 50 to go.
I just really hope I can make it through and I REALLY hope I like it when I'm done. I know I want to help people which is why I'm doing it in the first place. Nurses really change peoples lives and I want to do that. But, if I hate it like I'v hated every other job, I will try to become a school nurse, at lease that way I would get summers off!
Anyways I'm just worrying and wishing it was next May.
And I really really really really want to go home today for some reason. I miss everyone terribly, and reading all these posts from people at home make me want to be there right now more than I could ever say.
I knew it would be hard. Obviously two years of school condensed in one year will be hard. This semester I have to take Pathophysiology, Pharmacology, Nursing Research, Health Assessment, Adult Health Care 1 and some leadership class that begins once Nursing Research is over.
It's crazy it really is. From the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep I'm doing homework. (Besides right now because I am still trying to wake up) The only times I stop are to eat lunch (if Matt is home and he won't be today so I will study right through) and dinner. I don't watch tv while doing anything, I don't listen to music, I don't go anywhere and I sure as hell don't exercise. Two weeks down, 50 to go.
I just really hope I can make it through and I REALLY hope I like it when I'm done. I know I want to help people which is why I'm doing it in the first place. Nurses really change peoples lives and I want to do that. But, if I hate it like I'v hated every other job, I will try to become a school nurse, at lease that way I would get summers off!
Anyways I'm just worrying and wishing it was next May.
And I really really really really want to go home today for some reason. I miss everyone terribly, and reading all these posts from people at home make me want to be there right now more than I could ever say.