sara's last letter

[indienial3]

sara's last letter

this instant bliss
in a sinful kiss
reeks havoc from this
these things ill miss

never shall it prolong
to say i fucked up
to say it was me all along
i cant take that
cant take ignorance
and turn it into bliss

but before i fall into slumber
i fall to my knees and pray
let this girl be the number
let her be one and only

so i lay down with my hands by my side
to sleep forever without a sigh
and to wake no more
from my deep sleep
i pray her soul safe from me

from haunting memories of days gone bye
and yet no memories to stay alive
i sleep
i dream
of things
not yet seen
and maybe
im there
and maybe shes there
and maybe im free

for death is freedom
and her breath is liberty
why must i feel
why must i breath
shes alone
and im not home
never again
shall this haunting reflection
of disease take over me

sleep forever
sleep in peace
sleep tonight
eternal goodbye