A new year...a new me...
Even though my New Year’s Eve was most likely the worst ever I decided that instead of thinking that I started the new year off with what happened I ended the past year…And now its behind me…. I don’t want to let what others think and do affect me even if they are my father… I have learned that there is no one in my life who I can depend on 100% except myself, not that the people in my life aren’t there for me but no one can be there for me but me, no one can truly push me and have my best intrest at heart except myself…
I don’t know what 2007 has ahead for me, all I know is what I have within me at this very moment and that’s it. I have goals and I’m going to work towards them with or without everyone else… I’ve never ever been the most confident person in the world, I don’t think I will ever be truly confident in who I am till something changes my mind but I am determined to fake it as much as I can…lol… I want to enjoy the next few months as well as achieve my goals and aspirations for this new year…more than any year before…So I’m gonna try and keep my head up no matter what is said or who does what to me… I have this, I need to be in control of this…. There is really no other option…. I can do this…