Drama Drama Drama
This week has been outrageous. Completely fucking outrageous. I have completely lost respect for everyone i thought was my friend except terri and jess. guys, i love you so much. Jess, you are so awesome. you've never done me any wrong and i dont think i'd be able to get through percussion if it wasnt for you sitting back there to laugh at my goofy gestures. Terri, you help me handle this crazy world. without you, i think i would..i dno, i prolly wouldnt survive. you help me through so much and your always there to talk to and to listen. Guys, we need to hang out more.
on the other hand. Everyone, id like to tell you a little bit of a story. It has to do with a few people you might know. Characters: Kara, Michelle, Mark, Mike S. Anywho, Mike and i sat down for lunch teh other day and Kara and mark were telling this "hilarious" story about how he had gotten shitfaced wtih her the night before. i jsut tossed it aside and decided that my "friends" were a mess and that they had complete disrespect for themselves. mike sat down and i told him and he was like, o, thats nice. and he clammed up. we ate in silence. the story went on and on and then they were like "do you guys believe us?" i said "you bet". give me one reason i shouldnt have believed that kara and mark got drunk together. really. well, apparently, it was all a joke, that they just wanted to piss us off. for fun. well guys, it worked, sorta. i didnt get mad, really, i was disappointed in you. i lost complete respect for all of you. The fact that tehy did it because mike and i were "talking to each other 'behind cupped hands'", was what i thought was rediculous. its my personal life, if they are so concerned that were talking about them, why dont they ask us. i honestly would say what i feel to their face. however, when i talk to mike, its never about them. ever. its usually something dumb like "i got my period and i feel like shit" or maybe blowing a kiss to him (dont even say it, i know its cheesy). things i wouldnt want to shout about the table. im sorry. but just because you assumed we talked about you gives you no right to do that. im not upset because i fell for your joke, really, haha, ill laugh too. im upset because i thought you were nicer people. you had to be vain enough to wonder whether we were talking about you and on top of that, you had to act upon it. you lost both ways guys. we were never talking about you and you just lost every bit of respect i had left for you.
dont think i dont know that you all talk about me either. i know michelle really hates me, i know kara stabs me in the back all the time, and i know mark just does what they do. they have him wrapped around their finger. mike, you, i really dont know about you. i thought you were really a pretty good kid. i dont know if you dont think i see you holding hands with michelle to mock us, or what, but i see you pretty clearly. you mock me for loving mike. and you love dawn. i dont understand. i cant tell whether you're just trying to be a poser or fit in or be like them. i cant tell. all i know is i knew a much, much better person once.
i only want to know one thing.please.tell me what i did wrong.
if i could get a few posts with opinions, id appreciate it. i want to know whose brave enough to tell me the truth.
on the other hand. Everyone, id like to tell you a little bit of a story. It has to do with a few people you might know. Characters: Kara, Michelle, Mark, Mike S. Anywho, Mike and i sat down for lunch teh other day and Kara and mark were telling this "hilarious" story about how he had gotten shitfaced wtih her the night before. i jsut tossed it aside and decided that my "friends" were a mess and that they had complete disrespect for themselves. mike sat down and i told him and he was like, o, thats nice. and he clammed up. we ate in silence. the story went on and on and then they were like "do you guys believe us?" i said "you bet". give me one reason i shouldnt have believed that kara and mark got drunk together. really. well, apparently, it was all a joke, that they just wanted to piss us off. for fun. well guys, it worked, sorta. i didnt get mad, really, i was disappointed in you. i lost complete respect for all of you. The fact that tehy did it because mike and i were "talking to each other 'behind cupped hands'", was what i thought was rediculous. its my personal life, if they are so concerned that were talking about them, why dont they ask us. i honestly would say what i feel to their face. however, when i talk to mike, its never about them. ever. its usually something dumb like "i got my period and i feel like shit" or maybe blowing a kiss to him (dont even say it, i know its cheesy). things i wouldnt want to shout about the table. im sorry. but just because you assumed we talked about you gives you no right to do that. im not upset because i fell for your joke, really, haha, ill laugh too. im upset because i thought you were nicer people. you had to be vain enough to wonder whether we were talking about you and on top of that, you had to act upon it. you lost both ways guys. we were never talking about you and you just lost every bit of respect i had left for you.
dont think i dont know that you all talk about me either. i know michelle really hates me, i know kara stabs me in the back all the time, and i know mark just does what they do. they have him wrapped around their finger. mike, you, i really dont know about you. i thought you were really a pretty good kid. i dont know if you dont think i see you holding hands with michelle to mock us, or what, but i see you pretty clearly. you mock me for loving mike. and you love dawn. i dont understand. i cant tell whether you're just trying to be a poser or fit in or be like them. i cant tell. all i know is i knew a much, much better person once.
i only want to know one thing.please.tell me what i did wrong.
if i could get a few posts with opinions, id appreciate it. i want to know whose brave enough to tell me the truth.