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So i ate too much yesterday and woke up at 121
tried on jeans today i havent been able to wear for a year and even though i basically poured myself into them i felt proud. Then something snapped in me and i thought to myself "WTF ARE U HAPPY ABOUT! ur 121, u have thunder thighs, fat everywhere ur SQUEEZING into jeans.UR FAT AND UR A FAKE 4 BEING HAPPY ABOUT 8LBS WHEN U'VE GOT 15LBS TO GO!"
or at least i think it was me that thought that because 30seconds before that i was happy.
Usually when i start thinking like that my motivation dies, and i give up. Not this time.
I jumped in the pool and did 30laps.
I will not give up until im thin!
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tried on jeans today i havent been able to wear for a year and even though i basically poured myself into them i felt proud. Then something snapped in me and i thought to myself "WTF ARE U HAPPY ABOUT! ur 121, u have thunder thighs, fat everywhere ur SQUEEZING into jeans.UR FAT AND UR A FAKE 4 BEING HAPPY ABOUT 8LBS WHEN U'VE GOT 15LBS TO GO!"
or at least i think it was me that thought that because 30seconds before that i was happy.
Usually when i start thinking like that my motivation dies, and i give up. Not this time.
I jumped in the pool and did 30laps.
I will not give up until im thin!
X