"singing la la lala..."
awww, im watching a bug's life on disney.... disney teaches kids such crap... first of all, a movie about bugs, ewww... and then all the bugs walk upright like humans... ya ever seen an ant walking upright?!?! uhhhh nooo!!! grrrr... but the movie's actually darnded cute...
anyways, got eisley - the winter song stuck in my head... such a great song... "la la lala..." man i havent updated in ages... lets see, ok, so the other day i ran into my former stalker from freshman year... ok, so he wasnt a bonafide stalker, but every freaking place i was he seemed to pop up there and then i'd have to quickly find another way to walk or hide or something... but yea, i friggin ran into him the other day, there was no other way outta the building... so we talked for a bit, hadda give up the information that i was on campus now, etc... and of course he lives in the same apt complex and all that, so yea, hadda give him the apt # cause if i lied he'd end at someone else's apt and yea... but on the plus side, i did meet his cute friend who he was with... haha, you know me, always looking for the positive... ;) and his friend said i had purdy eyes.... awwww.... *blushes*
but yes, had work and all that, im sure it was the usual... then what else, worked on a group project and me and walter were there on time, so while we waited for everyone else we talked and stuff... it was interesting cause he was like "wow, you actually talk" cause im pretty quiet in class and when i do talk its to isabel and javier since i know javier better now... but yea, when javier came, then we'd be talking and i'd crack jokes and be sarcastic and whatnot and walter was just like "wow, you're making jokes too!!" haha, im too quiet and i dont know how to change that... i need to show people the real me!!! :D when people first meet me they have horrible first impressions, like first time they ever meet/talk to me... i dont come off well at all... im too quiet and then people mistake that for stuck up ness and not good stuff... my friend from freshman year, shaz, he told me once that when he first saw me around campus he thought i was a "rich, spoiled, stuck up indian girl" awwwwwwwww :( and thats literally how he quoted it... how horrid is that!! but im not really like that!!! blech... so either im a super quiet person or im a stuck up bitch... argh, i dont even know how i got onto this, but whatever....
so what else... oh yea, stalker boy came by the apt and we just hung out for a few minutes, yapped about general stuff and then we were starting to run outta stuff and he was like "wow, you have really big eyes" and i was like "uh.. thanks i guess" i didnt know what the hell to say, so yea... then it got weird and then he decided to leave which was such a relief... awkward silence stuff sucks....
then what else... this week at work has been soooooooooooooo busy!! of course 2 people are on vacation including a pharmacist, so i hadda work with the temp pharmacist who was all right, but such a whiner and not too great with the customers, but she helped in the back, so it was ok, and then i hadda work extra to make up for the other person gone... but once i knock this weekend outta the way i get next friday AND saturday OFF!!!!! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! :) such a cause for celebration!! it'll be my 2nd friday off in almost 4 months!!!! oh dear god... im so sleeping in and skipping class that day again...
then what else.... had such drama with my dad... OMFG... i wish he was gone again.. and then schools stressing me out, i swear i had all my shit together and now its all falling apart... aaaaahhhhhhhhh, this week all i've been doing is studying/working/stressing/freaking/arguing/crying, etc.... im so tired... at least i had monday to enjoy myself before all the crap started...
lets see what else, work all this weekend, phone number changed so ask if ya need it or whatever, oh yea, my mumsy is leaving us.. she stopped loving us and decided to go back to the homeland... :( hmmmm, ok, not really, but she is going back to india to visit since she hasnt been back in a few years or something like that... atually she went back for the wedding last year but barely got to see her own side of the family since she got so stuck with the wedding stuff (dads side of the family), but yea... she's going for a little more than 2 weeks which totally sucks for her cause thats like absolutely nothing... but with work being a butt and all, yea... but i guess its good for me and the brother cause less time we have to have 1 on 1 with the father... blech... i wish i could go with her... but man, i need to come up with my list of stuff i want... hmmmm.... help me think of stuff peoples!!
man, in all this time i finished watching bug's life and now me and my brother are watching the replacements... i love just sitting at home with my brother and hanging out... and then i complain about my pathetic social life... ah well... my brothers cool.... :)
anyways, got eisley - the winter song stuck in my head... such a great song... "la la lala..." man i havent updated in ages... lets see, ok, so the other day i ran into my former stalker from freshman year... ok, so he wasnt a bonafide stalker, but every freaking place i was he seemed to pop up there and then i'd have to quickly find another way to walk or hide or something... but yea, i friggin ran into him the other day, there was no other way outta the building... so we talked for a bit, hadda give up the information that i was on campus now, etc... and of course he lives in the same apt complex and all that, so yea, hadda give him the apt # cause if i lied he'd end at someone else's apt and yea... but on the plus side, i did meet his cute friend who he was with... haha, you know me, always looking for the positive... ;) and his friend said i had purdy eyes.... awwww.... *blushes*
but yes, had work and all that, im sure it was the usual... then what else, worked on a group project and me and walter were there on time, so while we waited for everyone else we talked and stuff... it was interesting cause he was like "wow, you actually talk" cause im pretty quiet in class and when i do talk its to isabel and javier since i know javier better now... but yea, when javier came, then we'd be talking and i'd crack jokes and be sarcastic and whatnot and walter was just like "wow, you're making jokes too!!" haha, im too quiet and i dont know how to change that... i need to show people the real me!!! :D when people first meet me they have horrible first impressions, like first time they ever meet/talk to me... i dont come off well at all... im too quiet and then people mistake that for stuck up ness and not good stuff... my friend from freshman year, shaz, he told me once that when he first saw me around campus he thought i was a "rich, spoiled, stuck up indian girl" awwwwwwwww :( and thats literally how he quoted it... how horrid is that!! but im not really like that!!! blech... so either im a super quiet person or im a stuck up bitch... argh, i dont even know how i got onto this, but whatever....
so what else... oh yea, stalker boy came by the apt and we just hung out for a few minutes, yapped about general stuff and then we were starting to run outta stuff and he was like "wow, you have really big eyes" and i was like "uh.. thanks i guess" i didnt know what the hell to say, so yea... then it got weird and then he decided to leave which was such a relief... awkward silence stuff sucks....
then what else... this week at work has been soooooooooooooo busy!! of course 2 people are on vacation including a pharmacist, so i hadda work with the temp pharmacist who was all right, but such a whiner and not too great with the customers, but she helped in the back, so it was ok, and then i hadda work extra to make up for the other person gone... but once i knock this weekend outta the way i get next friday AND saturday OFF!!!!! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! :) such a cause for celebration!! it'll be my 2nd friday off in almost 4 months!!!! oh dear god... im so sleeping in and skipping class that day again...
then what else.... had such drama with my dad... OMFG... i wish he was gone again.. and then schools stressing me out, i swear i had all my shit together and now its all falling apart... aaaaahhhhhhhhh, this week all i've been doing is studying/working/stressing/freaking/arguing/crying, etc.... im so tired... at least i had monday to enjoy myself before all the crap started...
lets see what else, work all this weekend, phone number changed so ask if ya need it or whatever, oh yea, my mumsy is leaving us.. she stopped loving us and decided to go back to the homeland... :( hmmmm, ok, not really, but she is going back to india to visit since she hasnt been back in a few years or something like that... atually she went back for the wedding last year but barely got to see her own side of the family since she got so stuck with the wedding stuff (dads side of the family), but yea... she's going for a little more than 2 weeks which totally sucks for her cause thats like absolutely nothing... but with work being a butt and all, yea... but i guess its good for me and the brother cause less time we have to have 1 on 1 with the father... blech... i wish i could go with her... but man, i need to come up with my list of stuff i want... hmmmm.... help me think of stuff peoples!!
man, in all this time i finished watching bug's life and now me and my brother are watching the replacements... i love just sitting at home with my brother and hanging out... and then i complain about my pathetic social life... ah well... my brothers cool.... :)