Apr 14, 2006 23:16
We put Scruffy to sleep today. it was the right thing to do, she was suffering and in pain. the woman at the humane society said it was the best thing we could do for her and i know that, i really do, but it doesn't make it any easier. she may have been my aunt's dog, but it was like she was ours. And i never thought i would get this upset about losing a pet, but oh my god, she's gone and it hurts so bad. And i know she's in a better place where she's happy and she's not hurting, but i want to be selfish and i want her to still be with us.
I'm glad I got a chance to say goodbye and I'm glad I went with my aunt, mom and sister. It was so hard and there were a lot of tears, but after everything, I needed to be there at the end for her. She's been so good and such a huge part of our lives and it would have been wrong for her to not have us there with her. I can't believe how much I already miss her, how much I'm going to miss her.
I feel like I lost a family member - i guess i did.