stupid fucking work HIV

Mar 31, 2004 11:41

tusday, i woke up, sat around, did nothin, as always, went to work, work was kinda crappy, i think im allergic to somethin there or something cuz the moment i walked in a felt like ass. o well thoough. i of course sat next to annoying people again. but i realized i always sit next to them cuz i hate all the phoners with the exception of 3 people, so i dont really have much of a choice.

anyways, called some stupid fucks, i dont know if its just coincidence that we call stupid people or that just every person in the country is just an idiot, cuz seriously everyone we call is just a complete uneducated imbecile. but o well, it makes me feel good about myself.

after work i went home, felt icky, didnt feel like calling anyone to go chill or nothin. so i went home, watched some tv and talked to jessika. kinda wierd that weve known each other almost a year or so and we just started talking really. i mentioned that to her and she said somethin about how she had to work up to it or somethin. she was flirtin all sorts of alot. which is really wierd for me cuz i used to be interested in her way back in the day when we firt met, well, not interested really, i just thought she was hot, but then i got to know her a bit and she was hella cool but i figured there was no way she'd ever be interested on me, plus im shy as hell, so you know how that goes. but i dunno, she was hardcore hittin on me, even straight up told me, so i know im just not looking too much into it. whats to come of it? no idea. im not gonna rush into anything, but im sure we'll continue talking and ill just see what comes of it. and to those of you who think they know shit, im not just being somewhat interested in her because she showed interest in me and cuz i hate being alone, and im not settling. and as everyone has told me, shitll come when im not looking, right? well, its not that im not looking, but i wasnt looking for her, so who knows? but again, take shit day by day, dont get any hopes up, blah blah blah

anyway, talked to her for a while, had some interesting convo, its fun talking with her. while chatting i watch SLC Punk, then went to bed.

woke up a little while ago, coughin a bit, i hope im not getting sick again. but for now i gotta go shower cuz im doing some last touch ups on my editing in a while.

so while im out fill out this for me:

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