stupid fucking no luck with girls EVER
ok, well, woke up at 8:30, went to my internship, was kinda fun, just same shit as usual, looking through made tapes, but me and the boss guy were making fun of this other kid doing his internship cuz he likes metallica plus he never heard of peter gabriel.
after that, went home, burnt a CD of songs for my movie for school. went to school, edited, one chick in my class told me to leave cuz it was her time to edit but she fucked up and was scheduled to edit tomorrow. dumb bitch yellin for nothin. the cd i burned didnt work so that sucked, had to call my dad to bring some CDs down to school for me. my dad so fucking rules, mad props to him. edited some more, then went to classm took my final, kicked its ass. then more editing.
while editing jewell lee called to apologize for never calling yesterday. apparently her BOYFRIEND came up from miami to visit. yeah, her boyfriend. what the fuck is with me? every girl i fall for is either a slut, taken, or just kinda crazy, im so over it. its just getting really depressing, everytime i meet someone and get interested shit just gets fucked up, so yeah, ima give up. fuck it.
anyways, went out for a cig then, talked to some friends, apparently this hot chick that has seemed kinda flirty the past few weeks(im sure im wrong though) is having a party on tuesday and invited me. fun times, ima have to get wasted. what else is new. anyways, talked to her some more, my friend tammy said her internet is broke so she cant talk to me online for a while and this chick, whos throwing the party(jessika) was all "oh, you go online" i said all the time, and then she asked for my screen name and email and shit. finsihed my cig then more editing. while editign this time jessika texted me to see what i like to drink, i said i was ediitng and if she was still at school to stop in, so she came over and chilled there a bit, she took some pics of her on my phone. lucky me, cuz shes hot. she left, i edited some more.
guess what i did then. MORE EDITING. but guess what, i finished it. its done. im so fuckin happy. ok, well, i still need to tweak it a bit. but the majority of it is done, i think i just need to add 1 song and fix some volume levels. finsihed around 10:30 then went to travs. travs was ok, court called while i was there, katie was bitchin so i left, i was so depressed about the jewell lee thing(not necesarily jewell lee, but the fact that every girl i fall for sucks in some way) that i went to see court hoping to maybe get some ass or even just to cuddle. i really dont even care about sex, i just miss holding someone in my arms and having them hold me back. thats all i even really want right now. yeah, more than that would be great but id be happy as hell if i could just lay with someone and hold them/have them hold me and maybe kiss a bit. god, being alone sucks.
anyway, got to courts, we watched some of freddy vs jason, she fell asleep and i was mad tired so i told her i was going. came home, watched some tv now im going to bed, i get to sleep in tomorrow, cant wait. out.
after that, went home, burnt a CD of songs for my movie for school. went to school, edited, one chick in my class told me to leave cuz it was her time to edit but she fucked up and was scheduled to edit tomorrow. dumb bitch yellin for nothin. the cd i burned didnt work so that sucked, had to call my dad to bring some CDs down to school for me. my dad so fucking rules, mad props to him. edited some more, then went to classm took my final, kicked its ass. then more editing.
while editing jewell lee called to apologize for never calling yesterday. apparently her BOYFRIEND came up from miami to visit. yeah, her boyfriend. what the fuck is with me? every girl i fall for is either a slut, taken, or just kinda crazy, im so over it. its just getting really depressing, everytime i meet someone and get interested shit just gets fucked up, so yeah, ima give up. fuck it.
anyways, went out for a cig then, talked to some friends, apparently this hot chick that has seemed kinda flirty the past few weeks(im sure im wrong though) is having a party on tuesday and invited me. fun times, ima have to get wasted. what else is new. anyways, talked to her some more, my friend tammy said her internet is broke so she cant talk to me online for a while and this chick, whos throwing the party(jessika) was all "oh, you go online" i said all the time, and then she asked for my screen name and email and shit. finsihed my cig then more editing. while editign this time jessika texted me to see what i like to drink, i said i was ediitng and if she was still at school to stop in, so she came over and chilled there a bit, she took some pics of her on my phone. lucky me, cuz shes hot. she left, i edited some more.
guess what i did then. MORE EDITING. but guess what, i finished it. its done. im so fuckin happy. ok, well, i still need to tweak it a bit. but the majority of it is done, i think i just need to add 1 song and fix some volume levels. finsihed around 10:30 then went to travs. travs was ok, court called while i was there, katie was bitchin so i left, i was so depressed about the jewell lee thing(not necesarily jewell lee, but the fact that every girl i fall for sucks in some way) that i went to see court hoping to maybe get some ass or even just to cuddle. i really dont even care about sex, i just miss holding someone in my arms and having them hold me back. thats all i even really want right now. yeah, more than that would be great but id be happy as hell if i could just lay with someone and hold them/have them hold me and maybe kiss a bit. god, being alone sucks.
anyway, got to courts, we watched some of freddy vs jason, she fell asleep and i was mad tired so i told her i was going. came home, watched some tv now im going to bed, i get to sleep in tomorrow, cant wait. out.