When is anyone ever certain?

Everyday:                    Draft 4 ( Read more... )

I find myself here after more than a year. It is strange. What I mean is, everything is strange. It's as though in the last months of my life I have forgot how to interact and understand people. I separated myself- I was separated, I felt awkward, I feel awkward and inhibited. I get angrier easier than ever, more often than not i say things I don't ( Read more... )

After the Death of My Child

The creeping feeling in my insides

spreads all around in stretching

sprains.  These motions spread

through this giant room in

sharp bursts and dark

shadows. All around I

know I am missing something

that makes life, I am missing something

that makes life.

"I'm alive so I should be content, then tell me why the hell my whole world is bent? I was sent to make and frustrate the population, in between the alchohol and the copulation."

Untitled

The candles that flare out in bed rooms makes me wonder
do people resort to tall and short candles lit in mass for hazy
romance because we are always trying to return to what was
real Once there was no other way to see the shallow dip
where a woman’s hip slowly grew to meet her breast except
by candle light

Experimenting with not using punctuation, probably not the best choice for this particular peice. I may repost a second draft.

Day 7

His best boys bore him despite stone

shoulders chipped with grief we sat

row to row forehead to knee

wails ran cold through our blood,

silent in the air

outside there was an echo as a lid

closed it rung for ( Read more... )

I havn't posted in a long time, simply becouse I don't yet have the words to say what I need to say. I reach new levels of exhaustion each day- its incredible- I sit and wonder how I am able to move about, accomplish things when I feel like this, when everyone around is weighed down with this infinite grief ( Read more... )

put an x on the things u HAVENT done and repost ( Read more... )

well thats a clash song and doesn't quite accurately describe my current sentiment towards this country we live in, but i thought i would just announce to anyone who might read this ( Read more... )