return of the lazy ass

[incoherent_mind]

well, since my daddy has borrowed my monitor for the past month, i am without a comptuer, and my momers is run on 8-bit mode, whatever the hell that means, so like half the colors/options do not appear. anyways. camp was amazing, good times, ye-ah. i got first hand experience in plugged toilet mopping and drain backing up mopping. and other random happenings. had an interestin....experience...during the weekend between the two weeks at camp, which was quite interesting, and involved a very embarassingly hilarious moment with braden's aunt. which we will try to pass off as odd laughing. my shoulder smells nice. kaleigh was supposed to bike over here..but then she dissapeared, and i am very scared as to where she is...because she was nto at home, and she never did show up here. my days avec ma famille have been UTTER SHIT as usual, being bitched, yeled at, belittled, ACCUSED OF USING INHALATION DRUGS SUCH AS NAIL POLISH AND FUCKING IGNORED WHEN I FUCIGN TRIED TO GET MY SIDE OF THE STORY STRAIGHT..AS IN THERE ARE FUCIGN PRACTICAL USES FOR THE RANDOM LIST OF HOUSEHOLD OBJECTS YOUR MOTHER ACCUSES YOU OF SNIFFING OR WHATEVER SHIT HOW DARE SHE FUCKING EVEN THINK OF ME IN THAT WAY, WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE THINK I AM???? AND AND....god damnit i am goign to cry. this is so fucking unfair. and what the FUCK is wrong with making decisions INDEPENDANTLY without spilling my every thougt ot my mother about who i want to FUCK there, i said it, now i am happy. is it really so much to ask to see someone i fucking love outside of my home for longer than a designated hour??? is there anythign fundamentally wrong with that???? and again, how the fuck am i supposed to tell the truth and tell her everything on my mind, when she doesn;t believe me, judges me, uses it against me and treats me like a fucking volatile 5 year old made of glass. WHAT THE HELL IS Osadkjhvdajklvdsakjn.vzds. 'avdslk;jdfzjkn. ?BAHHHHA!!!!111oneoneone. to quote one of my more brilliant moments, "internet paper was not meant to contain my fury."

i will go weep for the future