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...i'm going to try to find someone to cover my shift for me on sunday so that i can go to muskingum this weekend. i really really really want to go, and i know that dustin and i need some time away from the p-burgh. it sounds as though mizz codie will be there too...and hopefully lisa...soooo...i'm really going to try...even though it seems like no one will be available. wah. i made an appointment for a job interview right in front of my boss today. yes, it's rude, but dammit...i don't know...i feel like he deserves it sometimes. he's so completely ineffectual sometimes that i have to wonder why i bother with any type of nice-ness. although, its not like my nice-ness comes anywhere near what other people consider to be nice. i'm working on that though...i feel like i'm a total cunt for no reason at all. meh.
...i tried to consolidate my student loans tonight. the whole thing confuses the fucking hell out of me, and i really should've done it a long long time ago. i had no idea what was going on really, because my mother kept all of the information, and instead of talking with me about it, she thrust it upon me and acted like i should know what to do with it. ah well, i can't really do anything about it...if there isn't money...there isn't money to pay. they could kill me...but it wouldn't do them any good. i guess they have to be put into forbearance until i get the whole thing straightened out, and i know what's going on. thanks mom.
...so i just came upon 'candyass' by orgy. this was one of my favorite albums when i was in high school, and listening to it, i've found that i still know most of the words. lame-o. i still really like it, but its one of those albums that makes girls feel like they're so effing deep and no one really understands them except this band. lyrics include, "social weapons that miss pretend them to save cowards, bastards to shame condemned social slaves here to save the freaks again." in high school, i remember listening to godsmack, orgy, incubus, static x, and the like, and looking upon it...man, i suck.
...i have three interviews set up in the next two weeks. hopefully, something will become of it, and i'll get a big girl job that i need so desperately...not that i'm really looking forward to it. it would be nice to be able to work overnights with dustin, but i don't know of many big girl jobs that work from 9pm to 530am.
...i bought howard the duck on video.
...i tried to consolidate my student loans tonight. the whole thing confuses the fucking hell out of me, and i really should've done it a long long time ago. i had no idea what was going on really, because my mother kept all of the information, and instead of talking with me about it, she thrust it upon me and acted like i should know what to do with it. ah well, i can't really do anything about it...if there isn't money...there isn't money to pay. they could kill me...but it wouldn't do them any good. i guess they have to be put into forbearance until i get the whole thing straightened out, and i know what's going on. thanks mom.
...so i just came upon 'candyass' by orgy. this was one of my favorite albums when i was in high school, and listening to it, i've found that i still know most of the words. lame-o. i still really like it, but its one of those albums that makes girls feel like they're so effing deep and no one really understands them except this band. lyrics include, "social weapons that miss pretend them to save cowards, bastards to shame condemned social slaves here to save the freaks again." in high school, i remember listening to godsmack, orgy, incubus, static x, and the like, and looking upon it...man, i suck.
...i have three interviews set up in the next two weeks. hopefully, something will become of it, and i'll get a big girl job that i need so desperately...not that i'm really looking forward to it. it would be nice to be able to work overnights with dustin, but i don't know of many big girl jobs that work from 9pm to 530am.
...i bought howard the duck on video.