Drawing...
You'll never guess what I learned I can do...that couldn't be it in the subject of this journal entry!!!
Hehe! I'm a goofy person, tonight. Most people here are really nice, I've found. There's always a bad apple here and there, but the majority of people that I've met are great personalities. There are some that have left impressions in my heart. Those will never go away. Those impressions are supposed to be there, no matter how painful. It hurts to lose a best friend, but it makes you feel great when you see that they're radiant in their new life. You're not so far away as you may think, at first, but you might never be as close. They are in love, now. It's true this time. The promises were not meant to be broken. They are just living their life and that they should. You end up being more happy for them than you are sad that you've lost your best friend. EVERYTHING happens for a reason. I do believe that, for some reason. I told you, I'm goofy. But, I'm honest. I'm not by any stretch of the imagination perfect, but I am simply honest. I have hurt others just like anyone else, but I was honest. Promises aren't everything. I should not take them to heart, because they will most likely be broken. Living life...and it's okay to do that. I'm okay. They are happier than I have ever seen them. So, in conclusion, I don't want their love to disappear. They should always have what they want just like anyone else. They always said they'd be there for me no matter what and that they promised. Well it's my turn to say the first part. I won't promise from fear of breaking it. But I tell you that I'm here. I am still standing right in front of you even if I'm just someone to stare at or scream at or laugh at. I'm standing right here just for you. You know who you are and you don't have to respond. I am thanking you for the best friendship I have ever known. You were the most caring to me. Yes, I cry when I whisper goodbye to that friendship, but I'm still happy, despite the tears. I'm full of amazing memories. Amazing...goodnight.
Hehe! I'm a goofy person, tonight. Most people here are really nice, I've found. There's always a bad apple here and there, but the majority of people that I've met are great personalities. There are some that have left impressions in my heart. Those will never go away. Those impressions are supposed to be there, no matter how painful. It hurts to lose a best friend, but it makes you feel great when you see that they're radiant in their new life. You're not so far away as you may think, at first, but you might never be as close. They are in love, now. It's true this time. The promises were not meant to be broken. They are just living their life and that they should. You end up being more happy for them than you are sad that you've lost your best friend. EVERYTHING happens for a reason. I do believe that, for some reason. I told you, I'm goofy. But, I'm honest. I'm not by any stretch of the imagination perfect, but I am simply honest. I have hurt others just like anyone else, but I was honest. Promises aren't everything. I should not take them to heart, because they will most likely be broken. Living life...and it's okay to do that. I'm okay. They are happier than I have ever seen them. So, in conclusion, I don't want their love to disappear. They should always have what they want just like anyone else. They always said they'd be there for me no matter what and that they promised. Well it's my turn to say the first part. I won't promise from fear of breaking it. But I tell you that I'm here. I am still standing right in front of you even if I'm just someone to stare at or scream at or laugh at. I'm standing right here just for you. You know who you are and you don't have to respond. I am thanking you for the best friendship I have ever known. You were the most caring to me. Yes, I cry when I whisper goodbye to that friendship, but I'm still happy, despite the tears. I'm full of amazing memories. Amazing...goodnight.