Player Information
Name: Brandon
Age: 22
AIM SN: neveronceperfect
email: such.a.heart@gmail.com
Have you played in an LJ based game before? Several times, over the span of seven years. Currently I am at Polychromatic, Paradisa, Beyond the Rift … and several others.
Currrently Played Characters: None here at the moment!
Conditional: Activity Check Link: N/A
Character Information
General
Canon Source: Buffy the Vampire Slayer / Angel
Canon Format: Television Show
Character's Name: Angel
Character's Age: 250
Conditional: If your character is 13 years of age or under, please clarify how they will be played. N/A
What form will your character's NV take? It’s Angel. He is technology deficient. But, because of that, it will resemble an iPad and it will ruin his life.
Abilities
Character's Canon Abilities:
- Enhanced strength
- Proficiency in medieval weaponry, and combat in general
- In “game-face” fangs emerge and his face becomes more demonic
- He has an extensive knowledge of both demonic and human history being as he reads a hell of a lot
- Enhanced hearing and sense of smell. [ they can smell fear, arousal, also if someone had sex and what hair color the partner in question had but this is also due to humans having a particular smell to them ]
- Proficiency in the languages, English, Korean, Tibetan, French, Italian, Spanish, German, Greek, Latin, Romanian and Russian
- Profiency in psychological and physical forms of torture
- Photographic memory
- Skilled artist
- The unfortunate ability to burn and char and then turn to dust in the sunlight.
Conditional: If your character has no superhuman canon abilities, what dormant ability will you give them? N/A
Weapons: The sword he is wielding at the end of “Not Fade Away”
History/Personality/Plans/etc.
Character History:
http://buffy.wikia.com/wiki/AngelPoint in Canon: Post, "Not Fade Away" moments after he says, "Let’s go to work."
Conditional: Brief summary of previous RP history: N/A
Character Personality:
Angel’s personality is essentially a series of contradictions. Despite being turned at age twenty-six, he was known for his drinking and promiscuity. He was quite immature for his age already before being sired by Darla. The Gypsy curse grounded him indefinitely and guilt overcame him. Over the years, he had no choice but to mature. Because he became a sort of recluse, he turned to books and his photographic memory ensured that he learned what he read. Angel is extremely intelligent and he enjoys reading. He’d rather stay home reading then go to a movie. The contradiction comes when he can act like a sixteen year old teenager. He can get to the point where he is actually whining and if he doesn’t get his way. He can seriously sulk.
Angel is a world class brooder. He will sit alone in the dark and recount past sins. He will contemplate where he has been in his life, where he could possibly be going, as well as a time in the (hopefully not too distant future) where he becomes human.
At his core, Angel is a champion. That is how he sees himself. At first, he doesn’t want to charge clients of theirs because they’re helping people in need. Angel will defend those who need it. He doesn’t judge a being based on their race. Being a demon and a vampire helps him with that. In a way, Angel will never belong completely to the vampire world or to the human world to him, that is his true curse. That moment of true happiness is just a party favor.
Despite regarding himself as a righteous champion, Angel can be quite selfish. In season 2, before taking it upon himself to dispatch Darla and Drusilla, he fires his team when he realizes they’re holding him back from doing what he thinks he should do.
Angel has a very dark side to him because of his history as Angelus. As I mentioned in the abilities section, he is a master in torture techniques. For years, he purposefully cut off emotion towards others and during season 2, he revisits that idea. He goes solo and does a few morally grey things and only stumbles into helping people. Because of that, Angel’s destiny involves the people surrounding him because without them, it is easy for him to veer off in another direction.
At periods of time, Angel suffers from ennui, dealing with both his past and the fact that he’s cursed to be eternally alone. But, as an update, Angel has learned that when having sex with a woman who isn’t Buffy, or that he doesn’t achieve that moment of one true happiness with, he can in fact get busy. This is shown through his brief relationship with Nina the werewolf. But, it takes Angel a lot to actually form a real attachment with a woman romantically. With Buffy, he fell in love from afar, fascinated by her. With Cordelia, that love grew out of friendship, trust and respect. Because he blames himself for a lot, it’s hard for him to let himself feel something real especially because it never ends well for him. He turned into Angelus with Buffy and Cordelia ascended, completely thwarting any chance they had with one another.
Angel is very observant. He pays attention to how a person acts in different situations and because of that, he’s very good at predicting outcomes. He gives Cordelia a gift of clothes because he knows how she will react and that despite something really “meaning something more” at that time, she’ll love clothes the most. He really gets to know the people he’s around.
Constantly, Angel worries about the demon inside him, Angelus. He can feel him there beneath the surface. He is ashamed of what he used to be, ashamed of what he’s done. Nothing he has done he can take back so he does what he good he can. Something that Angel has always done, is he has always followed through with what he thinks is right. At the time, taking over Wolfram and Hart was right to him. Taking away Connor’s memories was right to him.
Speaking of, Angel is incredibly selfless. When he becomes human in “I Will Remember You” he takes back the day for Buffy. He takes away Connor’s memories in “Home” to give him a better life. Unfortunately, through this, he takes everyone else’s memory of Connor’s existence. He has to live with both of those burdens. Knowing that - at one time - he had happiness in his grasp.
Angel can be a complete dork. This feeds back into his tendency to be a teenager. Little things can really excite and entertain him. Technology is his arch enemy. He hates it. Computers are for everyone else to use. He even has trouble mastering a phone at Wolfram and Heart. Angel has a temper. If you wrong him or his people personally, he will not hesitate to lash out. He’s by no means a pacifist. If he has to, he kicks ass. A part of him definitely likes kicking ass. Angel’s humor can be quite dry when he wants it to be. But, despite being pretty stoic he has a sense of humor - a pretty awesome one if you ask him. He’s a fan of the classics when it comes to movies and music and Barry Manilow is his all time favorite musician.
Angel is a very forgiving person. At first, he may lash out directly (especially with Wesley in the hospital after kidnapping his son) but, over time he forgives. His own son tried to kill him and in the end he gave him a better life. Angel cares about people more than he lets on. A very good way of describing him is the phrase, still waters run deep.
Buffy Summers is Angel’s always and his never. Explaining this further, a part of him will always love her but he knows that they can never be together. Partially, this is because of the curse and partially because he can’t let himself be with her. Without him, she is better off. He truly believes this. Part of this was drilled into him by her mother but a part of him always knew.
Cordelia is Angel’s could have been and probably the woman he loved the deepest in the most unconditional way. His respect for her grew over time as well as his concern for her regarding her visions. Taking care of Connor together and growing closer had been a natural progression and somewhere between sleeping in the same bed with a baby and calling about meeting each other they were in love. It took time but Angel knew in the back of his mind what they were going to say to each other that night. And, even before he knows it was Jasmine who slept with Connor and not Cordelia, he’s seen forgiving her for it in “Awakening.”
Angel will always love Connor. He is his son. No matter what he does, Angel understands Holtz had misled him. Connor was dealt a really rough hand and Angel can’t blame him but when he does act out, Angel won’t hesitate to lay the smack down. He believes in discipline. And because he failed with his own father (he was a disgrace in his eyes) he didn’t want to fail with Connor so he gave him a chance at a real life.
Darla. Angel has never and will never love Darla. That said, his feelings for her are extremely complicated. When all is said and done, he feels something for her. He feels that he can do something when he learns she’s dying and even prepares himself to do so. After her second transformation, he readies himself to kill her and sets both she and Drusilla on fire. He’s extremely sexually attracted to her. She’s starred in several of his dreams. Unfortunately, that will never change. But, he will steal feel something towards her especially since she carried his child.
Nina comes at a time when Angel is at peace with his curse and has discovered that not every sexual escapade needs to be accompanied by deeper feelings. Things were very dark towards the end and he needed an outlet, a sexual outlet and he saw something in Nina that he saw in himself. There’s the idea of her inner beast. All that being said, Angel has a sex drive and he has needs like anybody else, he just stops himself from indulging in them usually and Nina comes at a time when he allows himself that release.
Conditional: Personality development in previous game: N/A
Character Plans:
I see Angel still trying to fight the good fight. He will fight the monsters, rescue those who need it - maybe open a karaoke club in homage to an old friend. While the last idea is more conjecture, it’s still a hilarious thought. But, in all seriousness, he will navigate the politics of the town, deal with his ex and anyone he knows there and he will do what he can to help.
Appearance/PB:
http://www.ficwriter.com/AngelFam1b.jpg Writing Samples
First Person Sample
[ a text sent ]
My name si a
[ a second later ]
My name is An
[ and later ]
It keps
[ one more, this time accidental ]
Gefivhdwii
[ A few seconds pass after those eloquent messages are broadcasted. A man soaking wet and looking a bit perturbed can now be seen. Did I say a bit perturbed, I mean, he’s pissed off. Also, you can’t miss the big sword. ]
Stupid thing kept sending what I was typing before it was done. And I pushed the erase button and nothing was happening! This is why I don’t --
[ Not that he’s here to bitch to all of you. Whoever…is on the other end. ]
Is there a senior partner on the other end of this thing? Is this is your idea of revenge? Sorry, I got rid of The Circle of the Black Thorn, but they were just too clique-y to me. Plus, I’ve never really been a joiner. Also, couldn’t you chip in a few more bucks for a coliseum? Better decorator? “Turn back” and “End of the line” is pretty cliché if you ask me but then again, I’ve heard ‘em all. Try this one on for size: you will regret this.
[ Why yes, behind him, there is an indescribable creature lumbering towards him. ]
I didn’t get to slay the dragon. Now, I’m going to have to take it out on something. Preferably the something that I’m speaking to.
Third Person Sample
The sword felt good in his hands. Angel was ready for damage. The rain poured down around them and for what felt like his final time, Angel gave an order
“Let’s go to work.”
Entering the fray, he felt a strange pulling sensation before realizing he wasn’t outside Wolfram and Hart. Glancing up at the sky, he didn’t see any sign of the dragon from before and it wasn’t raining. He was soaked but he stayed on his guard.
“Illyria?! Gunn? Spike?!” A part of him knew they wouldn’t answer but he needed to call out their names none the less. Scanning his surroundings, he made a face at the old baseball diamond his found himself in. What was going on? Had the senior partners tried a last ditch effort to pull him from the fight?
Not fair.
Immediately, he couldn’t help but worry about his team or, what was left of his team. Out of anger, he thrust his sword into the ground and let out a frustrated growl. They couldn’t do this to him. He had to get back. He had work to do, a job to finish! They couldn’t tip the scales like this!
Was he still in L.A.?
A few feet away, he spotted what looked like some kind of plastic rectangle. Retrieving his sword, he crept towards it. The first thing he did was poke it. Could it have been some enchanted device? A trap? A screen appeared along with a keyboard. Sticking the sword into the ground again, he crouched down and picked up the NV, peering down at it.
“What the -” He looked up. “Is this your idea off a joke?!” His first thought was, this was a T.V. and he had a ringside seat to watch the people he fought beside die but nothing was coming up. He would play their game. He fumbled with it at first and nothing was working right. He swore that letters he wasn’t touching were showing up and they were being sent to, to this person. Was this hell? Because according to Sartre hell was other people but to Angel? Frustrating technology was definitely a form of hell.
Wait a minute. Had he died? He didn’t feel dead. And he’d been to hell. This didn’t look like the hell he remembered. Dropping it down initiated another - what did they call it? Phase? Function. And he now saw himself in a tiny box at the bottom right corner of the screen. A recording device? And a reverse one? What the hell was this? Were the senior partners really behind this or a third party?
Were they the ones tipping the scales?