I have problems.
So I saw the detailed entry today at mtyg_discuss about signups and got all excited because HOMAGAD it's all earlier this year! Signups open on Monday and go until the end of the month! I've been waiting for this all year! Then I remembered something else I signed up for back in August. It's called, uh, bittybang I think? lol why do I do this to myself? I've convinced myself I am in love with committment.
Bittybang. It's so depressing to see people's word counts because they can swallow mine 5 times and still have room left for a drabble. BUT. I know where I am going! I have a map and GPS, I am in the driver seat with nothing but the road ahead of me. Just need to turn on the motor. And it will turn on. I need serious cheerleading. I think I need it from someone who doesn't know me. And this is of zero help by posting it in my journal. I know, blah blah blah whine whine whine.
I wanted to talk about something else fandom-related ... Can't remember. We switched units at the hospital because we're halfway through the semester, and the nurse I worked with yesterday and today told me I have excellent charting skills. That is like legit the best compliment I've gotten in a really long time. (Other than that my hair looks fantastic.) It's one thing to get a compliment, but to get it on something that I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life so early in my life was really shows how much I've improved and learned in just one half of a semester. Like okay yeah it's just charting, but it's kind of an important part of the job. You don't know how many times I've heard the phrase "If you didn't chart it, it didn't happen" in my theory classes. Where am I going with this... Oh yes, I'm growing, y'all.
Bittybang. It's so depressing to see people's word counts because they can swallow mine 5 times and still have room left for a drabble. BUT. I know where I am going! I have a map and GPS, I am in the driver seat with nothing but the road ahead of me. Just need to turn on the motor. And it will turn on. I need serious cheerleading. I think I need it from someone who doesn't know me. And this is of zero help by posting it in my journal. I know, blah blah blah whine whine whine.
I wanted to talk about something else fandom-related ... Can't remember. We switched units at the hospital because we're halfway through the semester, and the nurse I worked with yesterday and today told me I have excellent charting skills. That is like legit the best compliment I've gotten in a really long time. (Other than that my hair looks fantastic.) It's one thing to get a compliment, but to get it on something that I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life so early in my life was really shows how much I've improved and learned in just one half of a semester. Like okay yeah it's just charting, but it's kind of an important part of the job. You don't know how many times I've heard the phrase "If you didn't chart it, it didn't happen" in my theory classes. Where am I going with this... Oh yes, I'm growing, y'all.