Its official ( Read more... )

Ok. Im posting this because
a) im having a panic attack and i need something to take my mind off of the rising feeling of fear and the urgent need to puke and
b) because i actually do want to get back into this.

So its been ages. Im not gunna lie and i expect that i've probably lost like everybody that i had on my LJ friends list, and to be honest ( Read more... )

FINALLY  finished the Work Book for bio psych. It took me 3-4 days but iv just submitted it. =)

Today has been a bad day for me, motivation and shaking wise, But enough about that. Lets talk about the church trip i took.

So its a pentacostal church.
In the middle of Bristol in a converted building.
I was all dressed up smart.
Wasnt what i expected.
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 [I no its early to be posting cos not much has happened] but i just got this message from my media teach after i put my facebook status as "wondering whats happening with the strike", its rele crap wat happening cos i just watched it on the news and it affectin a hella lot of people! anyways she wrote

"Nothing exciting Emily! I went riding. There ( Read more... )

 i didnt throw up today a big WOOHOO! to that one. not that i didnt feel wonderfully well either lol but i wasnt sick which has got to be a bonus!
still cant find my bloody memory stick, piss knows where its got too. i think it took a holiday without me personally, the selfish bastard lol.=)
found out iv got a few exam problems. damn them exam boards ( Read more... )

Didnt have a good night last night. there was more tears and self doubt and pressure put on me by myself. had another day were i woke up with red, and puffy eyes from crying myself to sleep. These days/nights are not helping me!! not in the slightest. 
Apart from the fact i have physical paiin in my chest because of last night and other factors, ( Read more... )