hi, everyone.
i'm sick... in more ways than one, and i can't focus enough to keep control. i've been eating here and there all day, but nothing major. total cals for the day have to be under 600, but i must admit that i wasn't keeping track. i feel like shit right now. i just want my boyfriend to come and hold me until i fall asleep; he makes me feel so peaceful and safe...
it seems like some of you have disappeared from this site, and i'm pretty disappointed. i like seeing the same icons day after day, but my "friends" are getting to be few and far between. perhaps i'm just not on here enough since we don't have internet... either way, i miss hearing from you all. sigh.
school is a bitch this semester. this workload is killing me, wearing me down slowly. i hate migraines, and these ones have been killing me lately. i've been eating out of hope that they will disappear, but it's not working. tomorrow, if i have a migraine, i drink caffeine and eat a light breakfast. if i do not, i still drink the hot tea, but i skip the food.
i'm back up to 115 after being 110. i know i'll be getting my period soon, so i'm trying not to freak out.
<3
it seems like some of you have disappeared from this site, and i'm pretty disappointed. i like seeing the same icons day after day, but my "friends" are getting to be few and far between. perhaps i'm just not on here enough since we don't have internet... either way, i miss hearing from you all. sigh.
school is a bitch this semester. this workload is killing me, wearing me down slowly. i hate migraines, and these ones have been killing me lately. i've been eating out of hope that they will disappear, but it's not working. tomorrow, if i have a migraine, i drink caffeine and eat a light breakfast. if i do not, i still drink the hot tea, but i skip the food.
i'm back up to 115 after being 110. i know i'll be getting my period soon, so i'm trying not to freak out.
<3