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my life has been filled with drama, but i think it will end soon.
nick has started to become the psycho ex-boyfriend i never
wanted. calling me 24/7, and stupid me actually picks up and
fights with him. he is so jealous of matt, which of course anyone
would be. i lie that me and matt hook up, i lie that we hold
hands and actually act like a couple- is that wrong? i don't
think so, it would tear him apart. matt, john, and all these
other guys are the reason why i broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years..
i sound like the biggest whore ever but hey, i'm 19. i need to
LIVE A LITTLE. i don't regret what i have done..YET. for
some reason i don't think i will, it's kind of strange how fast i have
moved on. it scares me in a way. whatev. i've been
laying out and today i actually got to the beach. i went to my
cousin's dance recital in commack and saw my matty then i slept at my
cousin's house and today we all went to the beach. i'm happy again,
that's the most important thing. matt makes me happy right now,
there is no reason why i shouldn't be with him just because i got out
of a 3-year relationship. here are some random pictures, enjoy.
kristina alexis and me tanning outside this weekend in my backyard.
then we went to burger king for lunch and stuffed our faces, lovely.
my food, my belly, OH YEAH and i put more blonde in my hair.
and my matty today &
kristina alexis and me tanning outside this weekend in my backyard.
then we went to burger king for lunch and stuffed our faces, lovely.
my food, my belly, OH YEAH and i put more blonde in my hair.
and my matty today &