one year later. um.

nothing hasn't changed.

I swear I could read these posts over and over again and still feel that bitterness inside.

Well, I've decided to major in Political Science so I can practice Law. Cool?

i hate my friends

i went to germany,, got drunk in clubs

and got high in amsterdam.

awesome.

I am bored and I am sick and I am tired and am pretty much fed up with everyone.
7 weeks until graduation.
3 weeks until prom/party at bruskis land in wisconsin.
gaaaaah. 

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I've got all I really need. I knew it would come down to this eventually. It's cool too because then I don't have to worry about so many people and all their fucking problems.

Today Jaime blew a snot rocket into a drink and some weirdo who picks up random drinks after 3rd hour everyday drank it and we literally were(jaime pat aaron and i) on the ( Read more... )

The people that I used to hold in significance are definately showing how losing them wasn't such a big deal.

It's funny how things can fall apart over nothing.

Yea, Ive smoked weed before. Nobody died. I did not o.d. on heroin the next day. I did not loose all my bones, and become a lifeless doll on my couch. I definitely did not sit on a couch for eleven hours. I did not forget to pick up my sister. I did not leave my boyfriend stranded at a party. I did not put my hand in my mouth because my friends ( Read more... )

ahhhh fuck it. way too much has been going on to make a real update.

My birthday was kind of like 16 candles. No one forgot.. everyone is just more concerned about my sisters wedding.

Well I thought I had lost some of my best friends for awhile. But they're back.

anddd I stopped caring a long time ago so shut the fuck up all american rejects, I'm not ( Read more... )

I hate naps.

I feel like my head is going to fall off. Whatever. Back to sleep.

I want someone that I can love, flaws and all.
And it's silly because that's what everyone wishes for.

And everyone is better than me at these type of things.

No one understands that I really don't have anymore to give.
Everyone's stripped me of something, and it's left me ( Read more... )

Hi, this is my new Livejournal that I'm trying to keep on the DL.

I'm sick of people I don't like reading my life.
I'm sick of have 20+ subscribers and not have anyone actually listen to what I say.
This is my buisness, and those who I choose to share it with.

Get in or stay out.
Add me first and comment to be added back.

So whose in?