the real you
i can see through you
see your true colors
see the real you
i noticed today that im always let down at the moments i need someone the most. okay so i`ll admit that ive been depressed lately, i haven't wanted to be out of my room & yes its not healthy. andy said he'd call me back once tony left yesterday & im still waitin for that call. my lip is huge, i got bit by something or its a un`normal pimple who has taken over my face, so my lip is swollen & its infected. i've never felt such pain. i feel so alone. where did it go wrong? i know we could fix it but he's given up, im scared he's gonna start ignoring me cus i can't stop crying & its not helping. ugh. i hate life. i hate love. i hate me! for the first time i think dying would be an easier way out than feeling what i am at this moment.
see your true colors
see the real you
i noticed today that im always let down at the moments i need someone the most. okay so i`ll admit that ive been depressed lately, i haven't wanted to be out of my room & yes its not healthy. andy said he'd call me back once tony left yesterday & im still waitin for that call. my lip is huge, i got bit by something or its a un`normal pimple who has taken over my face, so my lip is swollen & its infected. i've never felt such pain. i feel so alone. where did it go wrong? i know we could fix it but he's given up, im scared he's gonna start ignoring me cus i can't stop crying & its not helping. ugh. i hate life. i hate love. i hate me! for the first time i think dying would be an easier way out than feeling what i am at this moment.