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Im nearing the end of another weekend. and what have i got to show for it? ive no money,but something perhaps life changing... i like a friend of mine, am trying to figure out shit, like, how i dont want to be stuck here, after i graduate because all of my friends are here. sure afew of the friends i have i want to remain friends with, friends that are invited to my wedding, friends that i send my children to when i go out of town. but mainly i dont want to feel as if i have to come back all the time when i graduate. Except for christmas and things like that. i want to beable to feel as if im home where ever i end up. that would be a freaking awesome feeling. first and foremost, the reason for this suden find, most of the friends i have now are more or less taking rather than putting things back into the friendship. ive a strong notion to just drop those people and say " to hell with you" ive decided something else. to give what i have into the relationships that give back and inturn, take the status of friends to aquaintences with those that do just fucking take take take.