day by day
i went through some really tough times these past few weeks. and in the end im guess im stronger, or at least will be. school is becoming too much and dropping out seems more and more of an answer to my problems. i just want to be in jersey.
theres alot of things i want now. i want to live two completely different life-styles. i want to live a productive, honest, happy life. But i love the art of deception, despair, lies and the "life on the streets" i guess you would call it. i want to have good relationships with people, but at the same time i just want to isolate myself.
this new clear thinking is great, sometimes. other times it just seems to point out everything that i hated about myself and everyone else in the first place.
so confused.
theres alot of things i want now. i want to live two completely different life-styles. i want to live a productive, honest, happy life. But i love the art of deception, despair, lies and the "life on the streets" i guess you would call it. i want to have good relationships with people, but at the same time i just want to isolate myself.
this new clear thinking is great, sometimes. other times it just seems to point out everything that i hated about myself and everyone else in the first place.
so confused.