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now that i have relocated into the ghetto on the middle of no where, my diesease is becoming worse. i cant feed it, so therefore i feel like complete and utter shit. nobody can help me now but myself. if i wanted help i would have told somebody and i wouldnt be here today. the pains, the sweats the sore everything, the vomiting.. the sickness. its all setting in, theres no avoiding it. theres no fighting it. it just comes, and you can either deal with it, or feed its hunger. so far its not looking so good for me. my friend got the easy way out, a little rehab, a lil detox and a side of a few pills. fuck her.back where i was, no way out.but this time no old friends no familiar faces. i am alone fighting the sickness.