Happy outing

May 13, 2008 20:00

The party was...okay, I guess. I was so nervous, and well, when people got angry, I just wanted to leave. But, the other Ryou-san was really nice.

And, well...Yuugi-kun and I went to see a movie together and I wanted to treat him because I was so grateful that he gave me the MP3 player. But, Yuugi-kun ended up treating me to lunch and then we went to the boardwalk, where he won me a teddy bear. I know it's rather embarrassing, but it was just too kind of him.

I really hope to just have a relaxing day like that again.

[Yuugi-kun? I don't really know too much about you, and I'd like to ask you...when's your birthday? And, also...what's your blood type?]

[I'm going to need your help. It's about Yuugi-kun... Something, well...is happening right now, and well...I'd like to discuss it in private, if you don't mind.]

[My heart...loves Yuugi-kun.

I don't know why I'm feeling this way for him. He's not as attractive as Anzu-chan--Anzu-chan is gorgeous! Yuugi-kun is just...cute. Kind of like a little girl. He's kind of delicate, like one, too. Yeah, maybe if I think of him as a girl, I won't feel as nervous about feeling this way for him.

...But, he's not a girl. I still feel horrible for liking him this way, even if I know he likes me.

But, oh how I get such a thrill thinking of us being together... He's so gentle, kind, warm, forgiving...everything I've wanted in a girlfriend, except he's male. I never thought I'd say this, but...I'm madly attracted to him. It's like my heart has completely ignored the fact that he's another man, and is set on me being with him. And, it worked. I need him. I want him.

I love him.

It's going to be more than difficult for me to tell him this. I just don't know how Yuugi-kun can be so open with his feelings. But, that's one of the things that I really like about him.

And...I've finally found the perfect name for the plush kitten he gave me: Angel.

Because it reminds me of Yuugi...]
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