Terrible news...
My sister, Shizuka...left. Mom sent her away because she was failing high school and she didn't pass her college entrance exam. If only she was given one more chance... But Shizuka was always free-spirited and didn't like the educational system much. I hope I can write to her or email her, but I don't really have an address and she probably won't have much internet time.
Life is going to be so lonely without her.
[But, at least I have some friends now. Yuugi-kun, Anzu-chan, and Yami-san...they're all so nice.
Yuugi-kun...
Only now I'm getting used to calling him '-kun'. I like how he comforts me when I'm sad. He's so warm. He dries my tears, he gives me whatever I need, and he loves my cat.
So, why do I still cry about him at night?
I still want to hurt myself...badly. But I can't let Yuugi-kun worry about me. It puts me in even more pain to see tears come from his big eyes. But I can't take the pain of my heart having feelings for another man. My heart's totally out of control. It leaps everytime I see Yuugi-kun. I have this incredible urge to hug him...or even kiss him.
I don't want a boyfriend. I never even had a girlfriend. But I'm not a virgin and I haven't even...you know...well, not that I'm supposed to. It's just a shame that I can't even remember my first time. And that I never even consented to it in the first place. But Yami-san and Anzu-chan say that I should follow my heart, no matter how idiotic it is.That I should stay by Yuugi because he needs me...
Would he really go that far for someone as pathetic as me?]
Life is going to be so lonely without her.
[But, at least I have some friends now. Yuugi-kun, Anzu-chan, and Yami-san...they're all so nice.
Yuugi-kun...
Only now I'm getting used to calling him '-kun'. I like how he comforts me when I'm sad. He's so warm. He dries my tears, he gives me whatever I need, and he loves my cat.
So, why do I still cry about him at night?
I still want to hurt myself...badly. But I can't let Yuugi-kun worry about me. It puts me in even more pain to see tears come from his big eyes. But I can't take the pain of my heart having feelings for another man. My heart's totally out of control. It leaps everytime I see Yuugi-kun. I have this incredible urge to hug him...or even kiss him.
I don't want a boyfriend. I never even had a girlfriend. But I'm not a virgin and I haven't even...you know...well, not that I'm supposed to. It's just a shame that I can't even remember my first time. And that I never even consented to it in the first place. But Yami-san and Anzu-chan say that I should follow my heart, no matter how idiotic it is.That I should stay by Yuugi because he needs me...
Would he really go that far for someone as pathetic as me?]