So...what is up with me?
Well, I had my first Drivers Ed. Class on Thursday.
It was good except it was really long...

Not much else has happened lately.
I'm getting into my old habits and it's kinda freaking me out.
I know to most people this kinda thing wouldn't faze em' but to me it's weird.
In the last 2 years I've been listening to alot of the new ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS FREAKS!

Already opened my presents..
I'll try not to brag but I got a nice kick ass stereo from my parentals. Also some cd's and dvd's. Also some $$$! I'm going shopping to Osbourne as soon as I can. All I need now is some new pants. :)

So, what's up? stuff ( Read more... )

i feel so ugly. blah!
i wish i was easy on the eyes.
life is so depressing.

I thought we connected on more then a sexual level.
I thought that maybe we could talk instead of fuck.
I thought that you'd be different and you might be decent.
I thought you might actually remember me as someone important and not just a hoe.

I do hate myself for giving in so fast.
I do hate myself for not giving myself enough credit.
I do wish ( Read more... )

So, today is Friday the 13th. Pretty cool? Yeah. Friday the 13th for me is usually pretty good. It's weird ( Read more... )

Shattered Gaze

She walks this earth

in a complete daze

She's always naive

and she thinks there's a better place

She laughs a hollow laugh

hoping that no one will hear

She cries at night

holding back the tears of fear

One day she finally realized

She came to her senses and said

"What am I doing here?"

She wasn't ready for the life to come

She ( Read more... )

I've been sick for 3 days now and I hate it!

I feel so FAT!

It's been so long and I miss having a life ( Read more... )

Three ThingsThree things that scare me:1:Being Alone. 2:Being Made fun of. 3:Rejected. Three people who make me laugh:1:Nicole. 2:Jenn. 3:Justus. Three Things I love:1:Nicole. 2:Music. 3:Family. Three Things I hate:1:Periods. 2:Not being able to sleep. 3:Cocky people. Three things I don't understand:1:Math. 2:Homophobes. 3:Racists. Three things on ( Read more... )