Damn you've got some wicked style.goooooooooooooooo

[imthekillerxx]

Man. You know how amungst your friends theirs the little side groups and couples? Well like I just realized as everyone pairs off I come home alone, to no missed calls, to know messages, no one to call as soon as I get home from seeing. Oh well I guess this is what I wanted...right? Always complaining I know, i'm never satisfied nothing is ever good in enough I am never content. I miss being held close at night. I miss laughing and joking and just fucking. I miss alot of things. How could anything possibly fit together again? It can't. All hope for a better and brighter future is lost. No will to speak. No apetite to eat. No one to call and just bullshit with. Struggleing to find something anything please jesus to talk to about. I can't put myself back in after I've so rudely excused myself. I'll just wait to let things drift further and further til I don't have any memories left to smile at. Then when I have nothing left to wish for I can leave with ease and not worry about how much you'll miss me. So please, be my guest, love me again.

I love you with every inch in my body with every cornor of my soul.....you really don't even know.

corinne, brandy, bethany, lex z, krista, jarid, and these are just the ones who need to be special.

love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me

and you i love you jonny.