i was excited by the news of going to University of California, San Diego for exchange program and had some time to jump about and feel happy about it. after that, it is down to mapping many modules and emailing the university for more information. apply this and that.. troublesome and time-wasting. however, i think that this is a challenge to prove how much i want to go for it. like how i need to finance myself, to work and save up, apply for this subsidy or that award so that i can get extra money. i already feel much fortunate compared to my other friends who decided not to go because they cant afford for it. in a sense, everyone should have an equal chance of going for the program, however there are so many factors affecting it, especially studies and finance. i am really glad that i still can go, even though my family is not so wealthy.
yawn.. now is long weekend! yay.. with nothing to do other than to study study study.. no tuition till the rest of the year liao. can eat myself literally since no income.. lol.. however, i feel really great about knowing some good friends from bahasa indonesia as it seems really tough to know good friends from university, especially when everything is so academically orientated and people just cannot wait for others to cushion them during the examinations. well, i refused to join with the flow and decided to just do my best and be kind to my friends, unless i dun really like you, for instance, to be extremely rude and ignorant about it.
here's a photo of my group. wonderful jawarocks!