What a note!
Wow, this is a a note from one of my good friends! And this is exactually copied! Read it and let me know what you think!
"Broken silence by the screams of the person thrapped inside me. Sick of the same sadness that will never leave me. Forbidden happiness that teases me when I see the smiles of the people who pass by. They stare back to see emptiness in my eyes. Like black holes who only recieve hell and nothing more then hell. Just hate and tears of the end result of hate. Which is death and all the pain that comes with endless tears of asking why. Why did they die and for me why can't I cry. My darken soul has no more feeling and lingers around my rotting body like cigrette smoke. Exposure of all the pain in the world has led to me sitting and thinking I just don't care. Not that I choose to but because I can't. I can't care about myself or what anyone thinks. Was it the drugs that are slowly killing me that led me to this dark hole. I find myself, to far in to find a way out. And if I could would I take the time to find the way back to the shitty world that will send me back to depression anyways. The only thing I look forward to is to sleep just to dream of a better place or maybe a memory of when I had no idea how fucked up this world really is."
Wow, it kinda makes me think of a song. I don't know anyways thats depressing! Kinda glad shes not like this all the time! Anyways, how was everyones day? Good I hope. My day was ok. On the boring side but ok. I hung out with just Kendal at lunch! Which was really nice there was no Nichole or Amanda. Not that I don't like them! I jsut sometimes like to hang out with Kendal and not them too! It really made my day better! Well, this is to Vinnie! Babe you don't need her! You are my best friend!! And I love you and I don' t want to see you hurt again! I don't care what she says! She was immature and stupid about it all and therefore dosn't deserve you! You can find someone that will treat you the way you need to be treated! You may be short but you are totally adorable and have the coolest personality! Anyways, I love you all! I love my Kendal! X to the O and I'm out!
~Desiree