Making Friends And Acquaintances
I'm starting to think that investing all my time effort and trust
into this one certain group of friends was a terrible idea.
I havn't seen any of them in at least a week and a half,
and when i showed up today everyone seemed to care less that I was there.
Well, almost everyone that is, Ian is for sure a good friend,
and I have no regret for any time and effort spent on his friendship.
So, what do I do now?
I guess there's only one thing to do, start over from scratch,
and really, that's one of the best things about muncie.
I need to meet new people, or advance the acquaintances that I already have.
Hanging out with sara, aly, sam, the other girls and the bear seems to make me smile,
maybe i'll start there and see where that takes me.
I don't think i'll be able to put myself out there again though,
I'm scared of thinking i've found real friends, and then being abandoned all over again.
Maybe i'm just over exaggerating. Maybe they really are good friends,
but I do know that lately I just don't feel comfortable around them at all.
I can feel them judging me, by every move, thought, and word I say.
I'm sick of trying with them, I'll wait for them to come to me if they want to.
Loose-lipped secrets
I've seen those birdies chirping
Another promise perched on their fragile branches
Cradle and all...
It was nice to meet you...
It was nice to meet you...
It was nice to meet you...
into this one certain group of friends was a terrible idea.
I havn't seen any of them in at least a week and a half,
and when i showed up today everyone seemed to care less that I was there.
Well, almost everyone that is, Ian is for sure a good friend,
and I have no regret for any time and effort spent on his friendship.
So, what do I do now?
I guess there's only one thing to do, start over from scratch,
and really, that's one of the best things about muncie.
I need to meet new people, or advance the acquaintances that I already have.
Hanging out with sara, aly, sam, the other girls and the bear seems to make me smile,
maybe i'll start there and see where that takes me.
I don't think i'll be able to put myself out there again though,
I'm scared of thinking i've found real friends, and then being abandoned all over again.
Maybe i'm just over exaggerating. Maybe they really are good friends,
but I do know that lately I just don't feel comfortable around them at all.
I can feel them judging me, by every move, thought, and word I say.
I'm sick of trying with them, I'll wait for them to come to me if they want to.
Loose-lipped secrets
I've seen those birdies chirping
Another promise perched on their fragile branches
Cradle and all...
It was nice to meet you...
It was nice to meet you...
It was nice to meet you...