Amare Stauedemire God what an Ass!!!
well i'm sitting here in Drawing class again and it's going pretty well i guess, nothing seems to be going wrong yet. Things have been really going well lately except the fact that for the past two weeks i haven't been able to sleep. Last night though when i actually got to sleep i had some really graphic and weird dreams. The first one was of me in my room watching T.V. i was watching Jaws and while i was watching it the T.V. started flipping out and changing channels and a bunch of graphic images came up on the screen like people being decapitated, partially decapitated, disembowled, and having their body's ripped apart. In my dream i walked out of the room and came back and the T.V. was still on so i turned i tried turning it off and when i did it wouldn't and i unplugged it but it still stayed on so i took it outside and threw it across the yard, when it hit the ground i woke up and i was breathing heavily and was really scared. Then when i got back to sleep i had another dream except this time i wasn't at my house i was at Amanda's cousins house and her family was there and i kept seeing weird stuff and her cousin turned into the little girl from the exorcist, but i ended up trying to perform the exorcism and when i did i kept screaming and screaming and when i woke up i just laid there and for the rest of the night i couldn't get back to sleep. I don't know what is up with my head though becuase both those dreams really freaked me out. But other than that everything is going good, i went to Amanda's house yesterday and had dinner it was really good but that was the last time i am eating meat for a month, me and Jose are going Veagan for a month just to see if we can do it and if it works out pretty well i will end up doing it longer i hope it goes well. I just need to get some recipes so i can fix myself some food that doesn't have meat in it. This weekend was pretty good Friday i hung out with Amanda and some bad stuff happened nothing big just some stupid stuff on my part. Saturday me and Jose went to Zia and got a bunch of Cd's, i got The Acacia strain, The black Dhalia murder, Circle Takes the Square, Welcome the Plague Year, and Haste the day. Most of the cd's are good but i still think Circle Takes the Square is the best one i have. Sunday i hung around my house most of the day but in the afternoon i went to Jose's house and we hung out it was fun. That's how my weekend was nothing spectacular but in the end it was alot of fun. This weekend i'm hoping to hang out with Amanda and have band practice with Josh, Jeremy, Danny, and Brian. We haven't practiced in a long time and since Midigate is done i guess it's time for something else. Yesterday i realized that Midigate was finally over though, when i was at Amanda's house Richard called and asked if he could come pick up his amp and all the rest of the stuff at my house. That's when i guess it finally set in that it was over and i needed to move on. I guess it's for the best but i will miss the shows, the band practices, and most of all the fun we had doing what we loved. I miss all of it so much. R.I.P. Midigate, it was fun. Well i'm off to go draw some stuff i hope this entry has been enlightening for everyone that reads it.