Oct 09, 2005 02:05
weekend insomnia at its finest. I should be asleep. I wanna be asleep, but it's totally escaping me at the moment. 18 hours away. It seems like a long time, but in reality, it's not. It's all starting to hit me all at once. The realization that in 18 hours, five years of my life comes to a screaching halt. I've pushed it back long enough, and i now have no choice but to deal with it.
To top things off, i got some crappy news this evening, that i wasn't expecting at all. I know that i can't do anything about what happened, and that it is an all to painful reminder that life is too fucking short, and that i need to live each day as if it were my last. I've said it before, and i don't think i can say it enough. Keep your friends close. Tomorrow may be too late.
Good day overall though. Hung out, checked out the goonie sights in astoria, watched tera eat a vomit flavored jelly bean. Good times.
Possibly did something that will put me in ill favor with certain people. Time is gonna tell.
i think that's it. I suspect that a long winded update is forthcoming, probably within the next 24 hours or so.
that will be all