holy shit i suck at updating this.
But it's at this time that i must release a few things that have been bothering the living shit out of me lately.
No longer am i able to put off the inevitable. Sunday, October 9th is it. The last hurrah. I still can't believe that it's ending, and that on monday morning i will no longer be a part of the dead unknown. I still don't have any idea how i'm going deal with it. I've known about this for three months now, and i've dealt with it by not dealing with it. I a week, i'm not going to have a choice. It completly sucks, but it is what it is i suppose. At least i'm going out with two good shows....
And now on to the matter of my ex wife, who's stupidity continues to baffle me on a daily basis. I always thought that being a parent meant that you did what's best for your kids(case in point, me leaving the band). Apparently, it's not so in her case. I figured it out the other day, and in the last year i have had the kids 70% of the time, yet I still pay HER child support every month. Shit's fucked. It's always some kind of emergency with her, some reason why she can't have the kids, or why she can't spend time with them. Newsflash there sweetheart, i've seen the size of that fucking rock on your finger, and i know exactly how much cash your pulling in from ebay every month, so don't give me this crap of you can't afford to buy the kids school clothes or birthday presents. I'm not buying it, and neither is anyone else. Why don't you do us all a favor and either a)kill yourself, or b)let me have the kids full time. I'm pretty fucking convinced that the only reason you have them in the first place is to spite me, because you know that i would love to have them full time. I am happy that you are engaged though, because it serves as proof that there is always some douchebag that thinks you are a good person.
i guess that's about it for now.
that will be all
No longer am i able to put off the inevitable. Sunday, October 9th is it. The last hurrah. I still can't believe that it's ending, and that on monday morning i will no longer be a part of the dead unknown. I still don't have any idea how i'm going deal with it. I've known about this for three months now, and i've dealt with it by not dealing with it. I a week, i'm not going to have a choice. It completly sucks, but it is what it is i suppose. At least i'm going out with two good shows....
And now on to the matter of my ex wife, who's stupidity continues to baffle me on a daily basis. I always thought that being a parent meant that you did what's best for your kids(case in point, me leaving the band). Apparently, it's not so in her case. I figured it out the other day, and in the last year i have had the kids 70% of the time, yet I still pay HER child support every month. Shit's fucked. It's always some kind of emergency with her, some reason why she can't have the kids, or why she can't spend time with them. Newsflash there sweetheart, i've seen the size of that fucking rock on your finger, and i know exactly how much cash your pulling in from ebay every month, so don't give me this crap of you can't afford to buy the kids school clothes or birthday presents. I'm not buying it, and neither is anyone else. Why don't you do us all a favor and either a)kill yourself, or b)let me have the kids full time. I'm pretty fucking convinced that the only reason you have them in the first place is to spite me, because you know that i would love to have them full time. I am happy that you are engaged though, because it serves as proof that there is always some douchebag that thinks you are a good person.
i guess that's about it for now.
that will be all